illusionsofperfection

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Joined: December 11, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 341745
Gender: F
I'm not anyone that you should care about. All that you need to know is that I am the girl that is judged, misunderstood. No one even knows who I am. Most of the time, I just feel worthless. I get attached too easily, let go too slowly. All I want is to be truly loved ~

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"People always leave"
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                    I wish he would stop
           I'm tired of hurting
                  But then again
               He was never 
        Mine





              
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As much as I say I don't want a relationship,
I'm so sick of being alone.
I want someone to love me.






 
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LOST AND INSECURE
You found me, you found me
LYING ON THE FLOOR,
Surrounded, surounded
WHY'D YOU HAVE TO WAIT?
Where were you? Where were you?
JUST A LITTLE LATE
You found me,


YOU FOUND ME. 


 
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I'm  slowly drifting farther and farther away from
everyone who pretends to care.
I don't know where I'm going, but I already know there's no one there.







 
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You called me up again just to 
break me like a promise.






 
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Do you ever worry and wonder, if you’re ever going to be good enough for anyone? If you will finally fulfill someone’s expectations enough so that they love you as you are, and not try to change you or use you? Or if it's even possible to have someone love you the way you are, when you can’t even do that.
I worry that I will be forever alone, scraping by on half hearted commitment and lies, lies that I tell myself, that will eventually bring me down. I worry that I will eventually evaporate into nothingness, because what is the point, if you matter to no one? You are just a waste of space. 
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In situations like this, I can't help but think it'd be easier to die.














 
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And just for you,
I'll cover up my wrists;
just for you,
I'll smile all the time.
For you,
I will pretend,
for you,
I will be okay.

I will not burden
you with that 
feeling
of knowing
that I'm not okay.

I will not burden 
you with the worry,
I will lie;
I will cover up;
I will laugh
like I always do.

Just for you,
I'll keep breathing.
Just for you,
I'll live.

At least,
the best I can,
that is.

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