never_first_choice

I am a girl
I am now a soldier
Support?
Army Strong(:

She stands up to all my demons
brother shes the only reason
i aint who i use to be
......

i could do this for him<3
if he'd let me

When your hurting remember
it wasnt suppose to go like this
wasnt suppose to end like this
but it did
as it always does
i just couldnt risk
getting hurt again
:(

I cried but i ended it because its the right thing to do :(

and i may be with him
but im not happy
and i wont be
not until i have you back
and it kills me to know
im settling
its kills me to know
your not

Its not easy
pretending not to care
its the hardest thing in the world
but it may just be the one thing that
saves me

All i have left to say...

Take Care

when all you want is him to be happy
even if it not with
you

YOU
mean everything to me
what happened to us
i miss you
i still rethink everything
to how you would
.....
i love you
why cant i have you
</3

im waiting
waiting for him
waiting for him to remeber
why he fell in love with me in the first place
for him to remeber why he CHASED after ME
but i dont see him coming yet
maybe not at all
how do i let go
ive tried moving on
it doesnt work
.....
i love the kid
how can i stop?