obviousanna

Oh my, I'm sorry. I know its hard but you have to stay strong. Maybe looking into an open adoption to where you can see her, and have pictures, and updates, and still have a bond with her when she gets older. Thats what i would do. And whatever you chose to do, you have to make sure you're okay you have to make sure that you're mental state is okay, those of us with bipolar disorder have a tendency to feel things stronger than others can. Whatever you do please dont hide your emotions cause thats what i did, i buried it deep and i snapped and the only way i could find my out was to end my life and that's something noone should ever have to go through. It's a hard walk for those of us struggling with this disorder everyday is different everyday is harder and harder. But we have to keep fighting it, just like my moms told me we have to be the exception, you know what they say about us, never succeeding, useless, ect ect, we have to be the exception to those statistics. If you ever need me i promise i'll be there for you. I know what its like to feel helpless and useless, but its never to late to grab a hand that's whiling to help. I can give you my email address, and if you want i can give you my cell phone number so if you ever need someone i'll be there. just stay strong, you've come this far. lots of love, i'll keep you in my thoughts
Anna

Shes beautiful, and it has been awhile, i've been doing okay, things are getting better, i've started weekly therapy to help with the lose of gracelynn it's been hard, but i'm accepting it. i hope things are going great for you, let me know, and congratulations on the beautiful baby girl.

thank you:)
and you are gourgous!

Thank you, that was really nice of you.

thank you for the comment.

defiantly not fun stuff, but enjoy it <3

Yes, it's normal, but defiantly not comfortable.

Aww, it is cute, i wish you the very best of luck.

She was my miracle.. I saw in one of your quotes you're bipolar to? i've actually never talked to anyone on witty who was, it's a struggle i know, i've gone through so much with my illness, but its made me stronger.. and thannk you again, if you ever need to or wanna talk about anything ill be here to listenn

Thank you.

Irelynn, Baylynn, Gracelynn, & Emery were my Top names.

My pregnancy had it's compications but that's all my fault, dont you worry just do everything the doctors say and truly believe everything happens for a reason, im trying so hard to live by that saying but it's hard, i'm having a hard time dealing with this, it was so hard watching the doctors take me little girl away, i love her so much and i miss feeling moving around right before i would get to sleep, its amazing the way she grew. Thank you for your support, i wish you the best of luck with your baby girl.

I'm here if you wanna talk, i cant imagine what your going through to be making you feel so much pain, but i've been there three times, i can relate. Dont be afraid to talk to me. <3

Thank you so much, it helps knowing i have people there for me <3

I hope so, she needs somebody up there.

It made me cry, thank you that was so sweet of you to do that, i do miss her i miss her so much but i know shes being taken care of, i know she's okay where she is, and i hope and i pray she still loves me, god i hope when i see her someday she will look at me and smile.

Thank you, i'm trying, trying so hard.

Thank you <3

Thank you, that was really sweet it meant a llot.

thank you, i'm trying so hard, so hard, and that meant so much to me, love you to you've been such an inspiration to me.