ohmygosh

its sad im relizing now
i need help ..
 

yeah mom those cuts on my knuckles are from bloddy knuckles..
yeah mom the scratches on my leg are just from the cat..
yeah mom i know i dont wear shorts anymore.. its winter..
yeah mom i know i wear long sleve shirts.. they just keep me warm..

i have learned cutting isnt the awnser... it leads to more painful decions.. lying to everyone, acting like its ok, when you know its not. come to me if anyone needs anything. i have gone though this, have gone through so much more than you would understand. just talk it out with me.. trust me .. its so much better than getting into a habbit of cutting..

crying is my new hobby