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Girl’s hearts are broken by boys

Their hearts played around with as if they were toys

If I knew how this was going to end I wouldn’t have bothered

Should have listened when I was told so by my father

For now I’m crying all these unnecessary tears

Instead of having you protect me from all my fears

I long to hear your voice every night

Like I used to when you would tell me its going to be alright

Now I just sit and stare at a lifeless phone

Crying myself to sleep at night because I’m so alone

My nightmares are all becoming my reality

But from what I hear you don’t give a damn about me

So I’ll just sit here keeping this fake smile on my face

But behind the smile those tears will fall without a trace

Because I’m determined to not show how much you’ve hurt me

And hopefully one day you’ll be erased from my life and my memory

Forget the world and the people outside

Why don’t we just be in love tonight

 

I’m sick of people pushing us apart

People trying to keep us from each other

 

Forget the world and the people outside

Why don’t we just be in love tonight

 

We’ll have our problems we both know

But it’s nothing we wont fix in time

 

Forget the world and the people outside

Why don’t we just be in love tonight

 

Look how much we’ve over come

How much we’ve fought all this time

 

Forget the world and the people outside

Why don’t we just be in love tonight

 

Soon we’ll be married and have shown them all

That our fighting for forever and for each other was not in vain

 

So for now we’re forgetting the world and the people outside

And we’re just two people lost in our love tonight

You read me poems

We came so close

But you pulled back

I wasn’t good enough to hold on to

I never was and never have been

When im gonna learn 2^nd best is all I’ll ever be

You tucked me in at night

I laid with you when you were sick

I was there at ever beck and call

And I just get turned away with all the rest

When am I gonna learn that im just 2^nd best

shouldnt care this much what you think

we're just friends or thats what i keep hearing

im freaking out about love or something that looks like it

tears roll down my face for someone they shouldnt

feeling neglected by someon whos just been a friend

someone who knows that from the start they wouldnt be committed.

you're a great friend so loyal true and faithful, everything a friend should be

why am i letting you tear me apart, my one and true friend

FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND FRIEND

its just impounded in my brain until one day i'll have to see and believe its true

because someday soon she'll be leaving him and running her way back to you

shouldnt care this much w

WAKE UP STUPID
A FRIEND IS ALL YOU'LL EVER BE!!!

im jealous of her freedom
and mad at her choice.
why does she get to be the one
to hear his voice?

this jealousy and anger
i shouldnt be allowed to show.
because you see this is a girl
that you all happen to know.

im jealous as hell guess thats the reason
that i was the one who fell.
But ask me who she is
i wont ever tell....

tired eyes
nights full of cries
thoughts of rage
and days of depression
not a word spoken
to the one who made me broken
did you know you stole my world from me?

im the only one who cares, in your voice i hear you drifting
i wasnt good enough for you to hang on to, so you let me go
your i love yous are forced, dont deny it i know
please dont keep me around for kicks, if you dont want me tell me
cause i dont wanna hang around to be told im not worth it later....

your showing that theres nothing, when inside im dieing
you show no emotion and shed no tears when i cant stop crying
your to stubborn to show a weakness to show that you can feel
you've run out on me, on your best friend, on everything that was real
and now im shaking as the red drips down
you wont hear any more from me as i lay down
i silently close my eyes and whisper one last goodbye