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hello there (: ermwell my name isn't important.  but im 14 and i am a freshman. . i love video games, anddd, monster, and swimming. i like to write even though I kinda suck... :-/ check out my stuff? byeas<333
 
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i love you why can't you see?
you stole my heard in 123. ♥

You don't get another chance,
life is no nintendo game. ♥

I dare you to let me be, 
Your one and only <3

Quotes by xxkokiri64





Ever lasting love.
 chapter 1. [fav&follow?]
I sat in my old chair next to my fireplace on a cold winter night, with my notepad on my lap. I looked at all of our old letters and memories, and started doodling his name.
I stopped, and thought to myself for a minute.
I'm a 27 year old girl named Hayden, who is still hopelessly in love with my ex, Jason. It was 10 years ago, 1985, in Georgia.
A summer romance that never lasted.
I remember when I first saw him at the county fair like it was yesterday. 
I wasn't all that interested in him.
I was with my good friend, Courtney.
Jason came up to me, and I didn't know what he would say.
"Hi, uh, I'm Jason. And you are?" He asked me.
He was stumbling over his words. I could tell he was nervous. Honestly, the last thing I wanted to do was talk to him.
"Um, I'm Hayden." I said. He reached his hand out.
I hesitated for a moment, then slowly moved my hand to shake his.
"Would you like to go out with me sometime? On a date?" He said. I didn't want to hang out with him, at all.
"No." I spat. It sounded more rude then intended.
"Oh really?" He asked me.
"Yes really." I said and skipped off.
I admit, he was very attractive. He had flawless tan skin, and eyes like the ocean. He had sort of long blond hair all pushed back, while some fell right above his eye. He was also very nice.
But I still didn't want to get to know him, or get close to him.
Honestly, I was kind of playing hard-to-get to see if he was willing to try again.
I walked off to stand in line for a ride, when he came up behind me.
"Please go out with me?" He asked.
"I told you already. No." I stated.
"Well why not?"
"Because I don't want to go out with you. Okay?" I said.
"If you go out with me, I'll stop bothering you."
What he said didn't make much sense, but I looked into his piercing blue eyes, and decided to say yes.
A smile spread across his face, and he said "Be here tomorrow at 10am."  
I nodded, then turned to Courtney. She looked at me all excited. 
I then thought to myself,
I'll end up regretting this. 






Take a chance.
 chapter 5. [fav&follow?]
I could tell Destery wasn't getting paid by Vanessa.
He seems way to nice to do anything like that.
We shared an ice cream at Friendly's, then he took me home and asked to hangout again sometime.
I was kind of excited to be honest.
I am really starting to fall for this kid.
***
I wacked my annoying alarm clock, and tried going back to sleep.
I was too tired to deal with school.
I just wasn't up for it.  
"Cristy, it's 6:30 wake up!"
I could hear my mom shout from downstairs.
I pulled myself up and grabbed a pair of black Vans, black skinny jeans, and a Paramore T-shirt.
I walked over to my eyeliner and carefully swiped it across my top and bottom lid.
I hugged my mom goodbye and walked outside.
The cold frosty air hit me like a knife.
I exhaled and watched me breath fade into the air.
I walked down my little road and crossed the street to approach my bus stop.
I dropped my backpack on the frosty dirt and sat down on it.
"Sup Cristy?" Nate said to me as he walked up.
"Nothing. Bored as hell." I replied blankly.  Nate walked in the middle of the road, and started kicking a rock around.
I walked up and started doing the same thing.
It turned into a game of soccer almost.
It killed time until the bus finally came.
I stepped up and sat down in the cold seat of the school bus and turned my iPod on and listened to Christina Aguilera until we got to the school.
I can't wait to see Des. I thought to myself. 







Take a chance.
 chapter 4. [fav&follow?]
Vanessa has been shooting me death glares ever since I ran into her.
She always blew things way out of proportion.
Eh, that's not the only thing she blows.
Tonight Destery is supposed to pick me up and we are supposed to get ice cream or something, I don't know.  
When I got home i redid my eyeliner and sat in my tv room and watched Spongebob until I heard my doorbell ring.
I quickly texted my mom and told her I was going out.
I opened the door and greeted Des, and we hopped into his gorgous Black Escalade.
"So.. Um, where the hell are you taking me?" I asked him.
I realized I sounded mean, but since this was most likely Vanessa paying him, I really didn't care.
"Uhm, friendlys?" He asked. I nodded my head and looked out the window.
Why did I agree to this? I thought to myself.

Destery's POV.
Taking this girl out a few times is deffinatly worth 20 bucks a week.
She was so simple and didn't care where we went and didn't talk much.
But when she did talk, she actually was really funny.
I don't think I had ever really heard her talk before.
But she's actually really nice.
At friendlys we both ordered vanilla friend-z's and sat down in the back.
I realized me and her have a lot in common.
We listen to the same music, we both like video games, we both like the same movies & shows.
I even think I started falling for her. 







Take a chance.
 chapter 1. [feedback?]
I rolled over and looked at the clock. 6:15. Eh, I can sleep for 5 more minutes...
***
"Cristy, get up! It's 6:30!" I heard my mom shout from downstairs.
I forcefully opened my eyes, realizing that I have 20 minutes to take a shower and get ready for school.
I leaped up out of my bed, grabbed whatever I could find to wear and ran downstairs and hopped in the shower.
I really should have got up before, I thought to myself.
I got out, and realized I still had about 10 minutes to blow dry my hair and put make up on. I ran to get my blow dryer and did my hair to give it the usual "poof" its always in.
I grabbed my eyeliner and put it on the top and the bottom of my eye.
I grabbed my backpack and ran out the door.
I approached my bus stop and sat down and talked to my friend, Nate, until the bus finally came.
I dragged myself onto the bus and sat down in my usual seat.
Another dreaded day as a senior.
I finally arrived at my school and sat in the back of the cafeteria and blasted Metallica for the next 20 mintes untill homeroom started. I would always sit in the cafe in the morning alone.
I didn't have much friends, and Nate was in 11th grade, so he would go hang out with all of his 11th grade friends.
The only friends I had went to a different high school, besides one.
Her name is Ashley.
She is the most popular girl in school, along with one of the most girliest girls in the school. She probably the most gorgeous one, too. The long blonde hair and piercing blue eyes, the flawless skin and the perfect smile. 
 She has half the schools population as her friend, and all the guys want her.
Then theres me.
The complete oppisite.  
Black hair and brown eyes.
I listen to metal and rock and dubstep. I get called "scene"  or "emo" everyday.
It doesnt bother me anymore though.
It's amazing how me and Ashley can maintain such an amazing friendship, when we are completely different. 






one and only
part 18(fav or comment if yu like it?)
        Since prom is over, there's only about a week left of school.  
Everyone is cleaning out lockers, and giving back books. I can't believe junior year is already over.
Since there was one week left, we didn't have any homework, and we didn't really do anything in class. I walked to english, and I thought it's time me and Brooke talked.
I couldn't just not be friends with her all of the sudden over a guy.  
"Hey listen, I think we need to talk." I said to her. She looked at me and smiled as if nothing was wrong.
"What about?" She asked.
"You know what I'm talking about, I don't think we should let a guy ruin our friendship." I said.
She agreed, and it was great to be friends with her again. 
***
"Bye, see you next year!" I shouted to my favorite teacher.
Today is the last day of school, and I couldn't wait for summer.  The first thing I was planning to do today was go to the boardwalk with Leda and Brooke.  
"I'm so excited for summer!" Olivia shouted to me on the bus.
"Same." I said with a smile. 
Honestly, I really can't wait for senior year, but I still want summer to last forever. 
I got off my bus and walked home in the gorgeous 80 degree weather.
When I got home I ran up into my room and grabbed a bikini and a pair of short hollister shorts and a green hollister tank top. I got some grey flip flops and waited for Brooke to pick me up.
I heard the sound of a car pull up, so I grabbed my bag and headed out the door.
"Bye mom!" I shouted.
"Hey Christina!" Brooke and Leda shouted at the same time. 
"Hey!" I said as we drove off to the boardwalk. When we finally arrived, the place was packed.
"Hey lets go play that game!" Brooke shouted.
They went to go play some carnival game, while I wandered. I ran into Blair, Kiara, and Sarah, a few of my close friends that I have known my whole life.
"Lets go swim!" Sarah shouted.


one and only
part 17(fav or comment if yu like it?)
       "Well, I saw you walk outside, and it took me about 10 minutes to get away from Brooke, and I decided to come after you. " Ryan said to me.
"H-how'd you know I was here?" I asked.
"I just had a feeling you would be here. " He said back.
The rain was still coming down and we were sitting in this dry gazibo during out Junior Prom after dark.
"Do you think we should go back? They are going to announce Prom king and queen in about 10 minutes, I believe." He said.
I didn't want to go back, I didn't care about Prom king and queen. It was obvious the Queen is Brooke. "I-i don't really want to go back, I want to go home, will you give me a ride? Please?" I asked.
I was expecting him to say no, because I thought he would want to see who won, but he said,
"Sure, my car is probably a 15 minute walk, though." 
I didn't care about walking in the rain at all, I just wanted to be home in my bed. 
We walked about 5 minutes, and as we were walking, Ryan stopped.
"Why'd you stop walking?"
No answer. He had a look as if he was sad.
"Something wrong?" I asked.
"Listen, Christina, I'm sorry, I really am. I'm sorry I led you on, and hanging out with your best friend, and splitting you guys up. It wasn't my intention. Honestly." He said. It seemed like it took him a lot of courage to say it, and I still couldn't believe it.
"What? Then why did you go out with her?" I asked.
"Well, I thought I didn't have a chance with you. I've talked to some people, I'm not dumb, I know you like some other kid that's at your bus stop." He said. He sounded, jealous.
"I don't like him anymore." I said.  We started walking again, and he continued by saying,
"And well, I wanted to make you jealous, I thought maybe you seeing me with someone else would make you like me. It was dumb, I know, and again, I'm sorry."
"Ryan, I don't care anymore." I said to him,
"Y-you don't?"
"No. I don't. I'm just happy you dumped Brooke." I said. 
He looked me in the eyes, and smiled, and I looked at him. The next thing I knew, we were both leaning in, and we kissed. 
Maybe it was a good thing I came to prom, after all. 


one and only
part 15
      I walked into the decorated room. I was impressed with how well it was set up.
The room was dark and had some green and blue flashing lights. Each table had a light pink cloth and a vase full of red roses, and a balloon attached.  
There was a table full of desserts from chocolate cupcakes and cheesecake to fudge and cookies. The dance floor was full of people just going crazy while music blasted through the speakers.
All of my friends went to go find guys to dance with, and I just sat there.
I looked over to my left, and saw Ryan and Brooke dancing, and of course, a slow song decided to come on.
Couples filled the dance floor while an Adele song was playing.
I decided to grab my phone and play a game so I didn't look like a loner.
"Hey, why are you sitting alone?" Ryan asked me as he sat down next to me.
 I didn't want to let it show that I really just wasn't in the mood to talk to him, so I just said,
"Nothing."
  "Well, want to dance?" He asked. I was shocked.
"D-don't you have Brooke?" I asked. 
"Nah, she found some other guy to go makeout with. " He said.
Great. I was his second choice.
As much as I really didn't want to say yes since he came to me when Brooke left, I thought I would say yes. I mean, yeah it's stupid but whatever. 
"Uh, yeah-"
"Ryan! Where have you been?" Brooke said as she sat on his lap.  
"Oh, I was just talking to Christina." He said.
She shot me a death glare and looked back at Ryan and said,
"Well lets go dance!"