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You are welcome:) if you every want to talk, I'll be waiting

I know you probably hear this a lot, but I'm going to say it anyways. People give you crap because you're misunderstood. And when people don't understand, the make unfair judgement calls and get a little scared. I'll keep you, Zach, and your child in my prayers

happy bday!

why?

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this is what i used. the music isnt workin right now since youtube changed. and thankss

lol ill help.

you spelled 'being' rong! ;)

do you play lacrosse?

thanks. im trying to figure out when and where to tell my teacher. thanks again(:

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People get on my nerves soooooo much. They just don’t know when to keep their mouths shut. People I in my grade call me goth and emo because I have lyrics on my backpack, black is one of my favorite color, and some other reasons. But they don’t have enough b@ll$ to say that sh*t to my face. They are scared of me and I know it. You see, I take Tae Kwon Do, which is like karate, and I’ll be a black belt (hopefully) by the time I graduate high school (I’m in 8th grade).One of my friends saw my wrist during science, and asked what had happened. I lied and told her I tripped into a rose bush. She took it, but one of my other friends asked if ‘that was the thing I was going to show her but never did.’ I told her yes. Another thing, I don’t know what t do. I want to tell someone like a teacher, but when my friend did that last year, she saw the school psychiatrist. She told me that they didn’t do anything during her sessions. And on her last day, the lady said, “I think you’ve improved a lot.’ Wanna know what my friend told me? IMPROVEMENT MY @$$! It’s the same woman this year. So I really don’t want to go to her, but I’m just acting like the people I hate: I’m judging her before I ACTUALLY meet her. That’s one thing I hate about myself. I do things that I hate people because they do them. And I do it without thinking and it’s not until later that I think about it and want to take back what I said. My grade is filled with people who are two-faced, backstabbing people who don’t take other people’s feelings into though. As long as they feel like they ‘rule the school and our lives’, they are perfectly fine with that. I bet they wouldn’t care if I just disappeared. I guarantee they’d fake the grief, but they’d get over it and be the perky, peppy, happy selves the nest or a few days later. But wanna know who would never recover from it? My family and true friends. I don’t want to put them through that, which is one of the main reasons I’m still here. They are the reason I get up in the morning, the reason why I take the crap thrown at me. Why I do what I do to keep them safe. But who am I hurting more by keeping this a secret: them or myself?

thanks!

fallowed (: and thanks!