when he sits next to me in class, i always think it's cause

when he sits next to me in class,
i always think it's cause there are no other seats left,
even if i can see them.
but, in the [[back]] of my mind,
i know he >>chose<< to sit next to me.
and i hate this little voice,
because when i finally give in and believe it,
he's going to ask her out,
[{instead of me.}]