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posted June 22, 2012 at 7:08pm UTC tagged with
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Torment
~Chapter 10~
I see that old chipped yellow painted house approaching. I have never been gladder to see it. Tears are obstructing my vision. I can taste the saltiness on my lips. I run faster than ever up those old broken down steps and burst through the door. I run to her room, she’s not there. The living room, not there; bathroom, not there. I check almost all the rooms and she’s nowhere to be found. I go to the kitchen and she’s not there, but there’s a note on the counter. It says this…
“Dear whoever found this,
I cant stand not having my mother here. The kids at school hate me. Nobody loves me. My mother was the only one there for me. Even my own best friend left me for the more popular crowd. I’m worthless. If anyone cares enough to give me proper burial, please bury me next to my mother. I will be at the old oak tree in the woods behind my house. And mom- I love you, and will see you soon in heaven.
Sincerely, Vanessa”
OH MY! I book it out her back door leaving the note on the table. I run through the woods, my breath growing strong, my knees want to buckle, I want to faint, but I cant. I have to find her. Hopefully it’s not too late. In the distance I see a figure by the tree, and a rope with a neatly tied loop. And she is standing up on a chair, preparing. I run, faster than I did before. As I’m getting closer she is getting ready. I get to her as she is starting to launch off the chair. But, I tackle her off the chair, away from the rope, and on to the ground. She shrieks, “Get off me, I have to do it!” She yells at me while crying hysterically. “No, I wont let you, you’re my best friend!” She’s trying to crawl out of my grasp, but I hold her down. Finally I get to a position so that I can sit on her and pin her arms and legs down.
“Really? Really, Ava? You’re my best friend? Since when?”
“I’ve always been, even though I treat you like crap and you really shouldn’t give me the time of day cause I’m a terrible friend. But, I would choose you to save from dying before Ky or Jo. Even though I’m the new Emily, a royal b*tch, doesn’t mean I don’t care about you.”
She just rolls her eyes.
“I had no idea your mother died after suffering from cancer, Vanessa. Why didn’t you tell me?”
Vanessa starts to cry even harder.
“I didn’t tell anyone because I didn’t want to talk about it, I didn’t want to believe it, and she was supposed to get better, but she didn’t.”
“I’m so sorry Vanessa, I know your mom meant the world to you-”
“No Ava-” She interrupts me. “She was my world. After my dad left us after my first suicide attempt, she was the only one there for me. Then I met you and I thought I actually might have a friend that cared about me, but then you became the new Emily and I hated you for it. I hated you.”
“I’m sorry I did that to you Vanessa and I don’t blame you if you never want to be friends again, but you will always, ALWAYS, be my best friend, and I wont ever let you kill yourself.”
“I just want to be with my mom.” She cries. I start to get off her and we both sit next to each other. I put my arms around her and she cries into my shoulder.
“I know you do, I know.” I start to cry too. We both sit there in silence, only the sound of our tears. Just like at the Fall Ball with me and James. After about 10 minutes of straight crying it begins to down pour. The ground we sit on begins to get muddy and my pink skirt gets covered in mud and tears.
“I need you here with me Vanessa.” I break the silence.
“You don’t need me Ava, you have Kyla and Joanne and James and your family, and so many more. Nobody needs me.”
“That’s not true. Many people need you. Especially me and your mom.”
“Exactly, my mom needs me and I need her.”
“But, you know your mom would never forgive herself if you committed suicide to be there with you. Your mom tried so hard to stay by you and make your suicidal thoughts disappear for a while and she wants you to live a long happy life and then once you are old and it’s time for your death then you will join her. And guess what Vanessa? Your mom will wait for you, because she knows you deserve a long life. And I know you do too. I’m sorry for being a terrible friend, please forgive me.”
We sit there in silence for a while longer. The rain pours onto us. At this point we are drenched. I stand up and rip the rope down and slam the chair against the tree. The chair breaks into many pieces. She had rope cutters out here to fix the rope and so I grabbed them. I cut the rope into many small pieces and threw them far away. I ball my eyes out while I do all this and Vanessa watches me. Then I slam myself down into the mud to hug her. I prop her up and put her on my back, she’s still crying, I am too. I am piggy-backing her back out of the woods. As we exit the woods she whispers in my ear, “You saved me.” Then she remains back to silence. I piggy-back her down the street and back to my house. I saved her. I saved her. I saved her.
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Did you know that every night before you
go to sleep there is one person of the
opposite gender thinking of you? They
want to kiss you, they want to be with you,
they are always thinking about you. This is
all true and not fake! If you repost this in 5
minutes the person that is longing to be
with you will approach you within one
month and ask you out, or grab you, and
kiss you. But, if you break this chain no
one will like you, or ask you out again for
5 years. (sorry, not risking it)
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We met in kindergarten. We were best friends.
She always told me she loved my eyes. I didn't quite know why.
I was in love with her, so of course my face lit up immensely whenever she said it.
She was beautiful, kind, and extremely funny.
We'd be talking about nothing, and she'd turn to me and whisper,
"I like your eyes."
One day, I was playing basketball,
waiting for her to drive over to my house to have a game with me.
Suddenly, I got a phone call.
It was her mom. She was in a panic.
I couldn't quite understand what she was saying. It sounded like,
"Aaron, come quick! Kelsey, accident, Main Street! Blood. Come now!"
I had no clue what happened,
so I ran to Main Street with my basketball shorts and a tee shirt on.
I saw Kelsey's mom helplessly crying, waiting for the ambulance to arrive.
I saw a totaled car, blood everywhere.
Then I saw her, Kelsey.
My heart stopped as I frantically ran over to her.
"Kelsey? Kelsey!" She was unconscious. I started crying.
I know it isn't very manly, but I couldn't help it.
Before I could say anymore, the medics took her away,
the main source of blood coming from her head.
I went to the hospital that night,
I went every night.
in fact, the only time I left was to go out to eat, but that's it.
The doctors tried getting me to leave, but I refused.
It was all my fault.
If it wasn't for me, wanting to play basketball with her,
she wouldn't be going through this.
It was already four days, and she hasn't woken up.
On the fifth day, I saw her eyes gently open.
"Kelsey?" I called.
She wasn't quite awake yet.
Suddenly, doctors came rushing in, telling me I had to wait outside.
I did, for a few hours.
One of the doctors finally came out saying,
"I understand that you're Kelsey's friend, Aaron?"
"Yes," I whispered.
He bit his lip.
"She woke up, she's fine,
but I'm afraid she has long term memory loss."
"Are you serious?" I almost shouted.
"I'm afraid so."
I didn't meet his gaze. I couldn't.
I wasn't going to say anything, so he spoke again.
"You can go see her if you want,
but she doesn't remember anything, not even her mom."
I walked in, trembling in horror.
I saw her. She looked helpless as she slept.
I waited a few hours, until I saw her eyes opening gently again.
I expected doctors to run in, rushing me out.
Instead, she looked me straight in the eyes, and whispered,
"I don't know you, but I like your eyes."
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I want a person who
comes into my life by accident,
& stays on purpose.
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When guys get jealous
it's kinda cute (':
When girls get jealous
World war III is about to start.
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Only ninjas can read this quote.
Congratulations. If you're reading this, you're a ninja.
To prove your dedication to the ninja society, please
favourite this quote, and let the non-ninjas wonder as
to why this has so many favourites. NINJAS RULE
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