everytime you tell me were ok i believe you. then we start to

everytime you tell me were ok i believe you. then we start to fight again. and stuff happens but sometimes when you say stuff to me that hurts me sometimes it doesnt make me feel like you really love me and i know ive made me own mistakes and i know ive screwed up our relationship more than once and i know ive lied to you</3. but when you bring up stuff that ive done it just makes me feel like im nothing and that you just wanna hold that over my head and just taunt me forever and i wish i could tell you how i feel.. its soo hard trying to hold back all these feelings from you and i am sorry for all the times ive hurt. you and my biggest fear is loosing you and watching you walk away and i dont wanna watch you walk away from me.. my biggest fear feels like its coming true even thought i know you say its not but sometimes i think your wrong. no matter what happens i will always be by your side.. everything is falling back into place and now i feel like we are falling back into love and i hope i never loose that love for you<3.