Stop that .This is you degrading yourself right now. Sometimes , you have to remember your age and not everyone always knows how to react to something as serious as self - harm . I'm sure whoever this is cares about you , because if they didn't they wouldn't have asked in the first place . They just were most likely a tad taken back ,and didn't know how to react .They probably still don't that's probably why they don't re - bring it up . I'm sure it's not because they don't care or because they think your quote on quote a self harming rat they probably just don't know what to say . Not everybody knows that painful feeling of when you need somebody .
but thanks for taking the time to write that. it means a lot :)<33