I don't believe in the human race but I have faith in certain

I don't believe in the human race but I have faith in certain people I don't believe in love yet I still krave it I don't believe in destiny but I like to think there's a natural order to things I don't believe in heaven or hell but I like to think that we end up somewhere when we die I don't believe in religion but I respect it because it's not my place to take away someone's belief I don't believe in war but I know that the way we live, there won't have peace I don't want to mess my relationships up but I don't always beat my demons I don't want to be away from some people but I'm "destined" to be alone I know that this is a complicated world but why can't it be much simpler