~~(March 5, 2018) It's been 3 months and i feel like i'm losing

~~(March 5, 2018) It's been 3 months and i feel like i'm losing again...i was winning for 6 months...out of 7 years...if i reach one more month, i'll maintain my streak and hopefully it'll remain a month after that one..and the next...and the next..Please. I just want to finally win. But i know i'm not..so what's the point in trying? Why have a streak when i'll keep losing it again. And again. And AGAIN...?~~