Pheula

Hello to all you pretty butterflies and welcome to my little witty garden,
My original account is PaperLung, I solely created this account to reflect my thoughts into context without the pressure of rising to expectations of people who know me — personally or however else. This is where I am going to post anything I feel needing to share with anyone who cares. In no way am I trying to be a philosopher, I just want to throw out my thoughts before they can burn me alive. I know for a fact that they are taking a toll on my life, my family, and my friends, it is just deteriorating everything in sight. All because when you are stuck with yourself day and night in rigid silence, thoughts tend to take a turn to the worst, intentionally or unintentionally. But fortunately, there is always a solution to every difficulty, and I found that freeing my thoughts is another step to becoming happier with myself.
I believe beauty is not appearance alone and art is not pictures alone. I have a passion for old fashion, here classic art you will find. My heart is jar of colors, but it is confined in shades of grey, never given a chance to open up and paint my life shots lavender and bright lights, someday I will tear down these barriers that keep my core arrested.
I am judgmental and still finding my way out of this hellhole of a personality I possess, yes I do not like the way I am. I apologize if I may fail to make sense to you, but all I say means something relevant and meaningful to me. I just want to add that my thoughts and beliefs are only what matters on these pages. And as for assessments not my own, will not change or hinder my purpose of this newfound "freedom," but feel free to stay on longer and share with me your pellucid thoughts. The fact you are here is appreciated.

Much Love,
Pheula