SkinnyJeansGirl

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Joined: January 20, 2012
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^^That's my name.
I'm 14, and insecure as hell.
I'm emotionally unstaible, but maybe you can love me anyways.
I wish I could tell you everything about me, but I can't. Some things just have to stay a secret.

I'm an ex-cutter. I was addicted to cutting, but now, I'm fighting the addiction everyday.

I have friends. But people seem to hate me.

 Skinny jeans. Eyeliner. Converse. Vans. Toms. Piercings, Tattoos, Hair dye, Watermelons. Cats.  The Legends of Zelda. Music. Bracelets. Band Shirts. Rave. Flippy hair. Fires. Andy Biersack. Kellin Quinn. Christofer Drew Ingle. Hello Kitty. Kitty Faces. Cuddling. Hugs. Cute notes. Late nights. Whiskey. Sleep. Dreams. Glow in the Dark things. Fireworks. Swimming. Sitting on Roofs. Journals. Pokemon.

I used to smoke and drink alot, but I rarely do it anymore.

I have secrets, but who doesn't?

If you want to know more bout me, just read my quotes or ask me. buh-bye c:

 




Walk in my shoes for a day,
You'll fall your first step.

SkinnyJeansGirl's Favorite Quotes

 
 
Confession #24

I act like having a boyfriend isn't a problem for me.
I act like the strongest person in existence.
I act like love is stupid and shouldn't matter.
It's all an act.
I want someone to hold me close.
I want a shoulder to cry on.
I want somebody to notice me.
I don't want to be know as the freak.
I want someone to love me for who I am.
Is that too much to a





a confession each day.





I starve myself because

I think once I'm skinny, I'll have enough confidence to talk to people.






 

summer_sage

This quote does not exist.
suicide.
It will get you away from all your problems , wont it?
It'll make everything better , wont it?
No one will care.. will they?
Your wrong.so , so wrong.
Imagine this,
you've done the unthinkable and commited suicide.
Over night you've become a statistic.
Your mom's sitting in your room , snuggling into your favourite hoodie.
She thinks this is all her fault , all the times she didnt allow you to do something,
Your Dad is pacing the house, wondering what will he tell your siblings , 
its all his fault , the arguements and all the times he said no.
He poures himself a whiskey.and another.and another.until he's gone.
Your sister comes home , she is looking  for you , shes frantic to give you this crumpled peice of paper in her hand
something she did at school today.
She see's your mom , lying there. Just crying.
Then she sees the razor blades on the floor , she knows,
she looks at the paper in her hand , its a drawing off you with the writing , 'i love you.i need ypu.i want you.'
She's only 7 , shes cutting , for you, she wants to be like YOU
your phones ringing,
who's there to answer it?
Its your brother.
He finally gets the news.
He's 16 , big exams coming up.
he stops studying.
he stops attending school.
he stops caring.
he turns to drugs
then one day
his body stops.


WE NEED YOU.

Now you've read this, i just want you to realise this.

put your hand over your chest.
Feel that beat?That's called a purpose,
Dont leave without one.
 Stay strong ♥

IF YOU'VE TOOK  THE TIME TO READ THIS. THANK YOU. JUST THANK YOU<3

I tried to stop, I really did.
But I just cut for the first time in over a month.
It's longer than I ever thought I would be able to go.
But I've realized I depend on these scars,
I need them there to remember I'm alive.
I didn't realize how much I truly need cutting,
Because now it's a part of me.

&& I guess you didn't realize how fragile I was
how much I loved you
and how i would do anything for you
without thinking twice.
But you don't care because you found someone better.

This quote does not exist.


"Promise me you'll survive. That you won't give up, no matter what happens,

Nmattehohopeless."





"I'm tired of it," she wrote.

It said, "This is my last goodbye,

 I'm losing this war."

 She set down the paper, and looked at her broken mirror; her make-up smeared face glaring back.

 

I  hate pictures..
On the outside i pretend nothing bothers me..
but I know deep down inside
when people see the picture they're not going
to look at it and say 'wow shes gorgeous'
they are just going to pick out every flaw I have..
Thats how people are anymore..