Last night, I finally told my
boyfriend what was wrong.
What he'd been doing wrong.
Why I was so upset all the time.
After I told him, he said he reallyDIDN'T
CARE.
I started crying and asked if he even wanted to be with me or if I wasn't worth the trouble anymore
And I didn't get an answer that night.
I worried that he'd say no
And was actually planning to kill myself
Only after he told me no.
This morning he texted me and said:
"I will love you till the day I die
But when you stop loving me then there will be a problem.
I just need this fighting, crying and stuff to stop.
We are who we are
And I think we have a good thing going
And I want it to stay that way.
Forever."
Now I think I'll finally have a day free of crying.
What he'd been doing wrong.
Why I was so upset all the time.
After I told him, he said he really
I started crying and asked if he even wanted to be with me or if I wasn't worth the trouble anymore
And I didn't get an answer that night.
I worried that he'd say no
And was actually planning to kill myself
Only after he told me no.
This morning he texted me and said:
"I will love you till the day I die
But when you stop loving me then there will be a problem.
I just need this fighting, crying and stuff to stop.
We are who we are
And I think we have a good thing going
And I want it to stay that way.
Forever."
Now I think I'll finally have a day free of crying.
