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I'm Autumn, I'm 12, I'm hurt, I'm too stupid to know how to add a background, My profile will forever be nooby.

#foreveranoob <3

Quotes by TheThunderRollsIn

Here's to sleepovers and giggles,
secrets that should have never been told.
Here's to painting our nails,
and pinning up our hair.
Here's to talking sh/t about people we hate,
but never mentioning it to their faces.
Here's to going from playing with dolls,
to playing with boys.
Here's to wearing dresses,
to jeans a t-shirt.
Here's to being "perfect"
Here's to trying every f/cking thing we can to get his attention.
Here's to crying all night.
Here's to piling makeup on our faces to look good.
Here's to straightening the hell out of our hair.
Here's to being a girl.

my quote/feel free to make it all pretty lol

Happy never after...

An original story written by Autumn.

Post #4
(Be sure to read the parts before this part! )

The world slowly fades away around me, and I zone back in to people screaming, yelling, spitting harsh words at me. "Wait, what?" I say, trying to gather my senses. "I'M TIRED OF EXPLAINING IT, I'M NOT REPEATING MYSELF!" she grabs me harshly by the arm and drags me down the hallway. I scream loudly, little girls and boys come into the hallway clutching their stuffed animals tightly dressed in cheap nightgowns and think pajamas, fear trembling in their eyes. "Everyone, go back to bed!" she barks. They all rush into their rooms, leaving the doors open. Beds creak, cries fill the air, my head pounds against what I'm guessing was the wall. I shut my eyes and wince in pain, the world fading into black. She slams open the hallway door and into another wallway we go. I fall to the ground, my head banging against the wall again. I try to grab onto something but the only thing there are the thin walls and concrete floor. I pick myself up again, the women not slowing down. She opens a small door, throws me in, locks it, and with that she's gone. I pound against it for pointless hours. I attempt to spread out only to realize the room wasn't big enough. I attempt to stand up only for a shelf to bang my head. Tears stream down my face as I attempt to breathe, but can't catch enough air to do so. I rest my head against the wall, and lay there long enough to fall asleep.

Author's note;
I'm actually quite proud of this one ;D  I promise this will be a MUCH better story once I get into it. I have some pretty good ideas planned :3  Super excited! You know the deal, if you're read fave/comment to let me know? ;))  Also fave me to be sure you can read the rest if you like it! Comment what you think of it so far? Comment what you think should happen in the future? I'm open for suggestions and will give you credit if I use yours! ;D  
Thanks for reading <3

Happy never after...

An original story written by Autumn.

Post #3
(Be sure to read the parts before this part! )

Itugged the curtains away from the window, only to see the ugliest veiw in the world. An old shed that was falling apart and dirt. The old intercom system made a loud "beeeeeeep" and I clicked the "answer" button. A crackly voice burst through the speakers. "The little ones are going outside with Mariame, I'm going to unlock your door so you can use the bathroom if you need to but don't go anywhere else! I'm going to the store to buy something for dinner, I'm locking everyone elses doors and the hallway door so you can't leave. Bathroom and your room are the only rooms available, since you're the only one here above age 9 I think I can trust you. Have fun" the voice clicked off. I heard foot steps, each door being locked, my door being unlocked then leaving foot steps. Hallway door slammed, and as I suspected, locked. I sighed and went into the bathroom. It reaked of sewage. I open the cabinet and pull out one of the razors they had supplied. Being the oldest here wasn't that bad, I had my owwn bathroom. I took a heavy book and beat at the razor till it broke. Blades. I washed one with the cheap soap and bad-smelling water. I had quit cutting a long time ago, but I've had urges for 2 weeks now. This may be my only chance to get a blade. I throw the broken plastic in the trash can and take the 2 blades to my room. I search  while panicking for a place to hide them. I pull out the suitcase with my clothes in it; in the bottom there was a small pocket. I stuff the two blades in the and covered them with clothes and shove it under my bed. If I needed to; they were there. I flop onto the creaky bed and stare at the ceiling, I was yet to unpack the few items I brought, but i didn't care. I wasn't going to get up right now.

Author's note;
Sorry! This was completely rushed! I had to think of a way for her to get the blades and this was the only thing that came to mind. D;  I promise promise promise I'll try harder after this. Now that she has the blades everything will be a lot easier for me. This is an important chapter, but a crappy chapter. So sorry to what few might be reading! xD  Speaking of which, if you are reading fave/comment? I really wanna know who my readers are! I'm desperate to know if people are reading or not, plase for me just do it? Also comment what you think so far, and what you think should happen! It would mean the world to me if you did! :Dx  
Thanks guys. <3

Happy never after...

An original story written by Autumn.

Post #2
(Be sure to read the parts before this part! )

We pulled into an empty parking lot, in front of a building that appeared to be falling apart. I saw a large bird, probably a hawk, circling above us. The thick heavy blanket of grey clouds covered the sky, a light rain sprinking down. "Get your sh.t, I'll go sign you in" my mom stepped out of the car and inside. I pushed open the creaky car door and stepped out dragging my suitcases out and slamming it shut. I felt like crying. I push through the door and I hear my mom saying "Yes, oh I would love to keep her but she gets so angry and just loses herself. That's why she has to be in a room alone, I'm afraid she might get too angry and...hurt someone" her voice quivered as if she was going to cry. She was a damn good actress. "Um, where's my room?" I played along as if I knew I had been coming here. It was a surprise to me; but anything to get away from that hell of a house. a short, plump lady stood up and pursed her lips. "Follow me" she said in a quick voice. We headed down a long hallway; all doors shut and voices hushed. We got to the very end of the hallway, and she pushed open a white door with a lock on the outside instead of the inside. All the doors were like that. She motioned for me to enter, and I did as I was told. I set my luggage next to the door and looked around. Not much in it, a poorly built wooden chair sitting in front of a window, a white metal bed with a white blanket and a white pillow on it, and an old trunk at the foot of the bed. I sighed and the lady slammed the door shut, locking it with a click. I was trapped in a place even worse than hell, whether I realized it yet or not.

Extra information;
Her bear;
Her baby blanket;
Her pillow; 
Her suitcases;
Her orphanage room;
(just picture the following trunk at the foot of the bed)

Authors note; 
Tried to add more detail ;)  I'll get better as time goes along, I always do. :)  Hope the links work, I got all the pictures from google and just uploaded them to that website to make it easier to post :)  Any questions? Comment them ;D If you're reading please fave/comment I would love to know who my readers are! :D   Thanks everyone <3


Happy never after...

An original story written by Autumn.

"Allissa!" my mom's obviously angered voice booms up the stairs. "ALLISSA!" she screams again. "Coming!" I yell to the best of my ability. "HURRY UP!" she has no patience. I trip down the steps, and into the kitchen. I stare at the floor. "Look at me." she demands, her voice tense. I look up slowly, as her hand pounds against my cheek. I go to help myself soothe the pain, but she slaps my hand. "YOU WORTHLESS CHILD! I TOLD YOU TO CLEAN THIS HOUSE TODAY AND LOOK AT IT!" she boomed. "but ma'am-" "No buts!" she interupted me. "Go pack your things." she handed me two old suitcases. "What?" I stammered. "Go fit as much of your worthless crap into those two suitcases, you have 10 minutes then we're leaving" she turned around and went into the living room. I drug the two suitcases into my room and flopped them on my bed. I heard my two sisters giggling. I folded up my baby blanket, and carefully set it in. Following it; a small pillow my grandmother made me before she died, the old beat up softball me and my dad used to throw around for hours upon hours, just as I went to close my first suit case I saw the old bear my dad got me when I was little sitting on the floor. I set it gently in the suitcase, and clsoed it. In the other one I packed as many of my clothes as I could. "GET DOWN HERE ALLISSA WE'RE LEAVING!" my two sisters rushed down the stairs and I followed slowly. "You two go up there, Allissa come on" they dissapointedly slumped up the stairs. My mother grabbed my wrists drug me out of the house and flopped my limp body into the back of the car throwing my heavy suit cases on top of me. She started the old, creaky car and with that we pulled out of the driveway and drove away.

Authors note;

Not a lot of detail yet, I know. I didn't describe the house because that's the only time she'll be there in the story so it really doesn't matter. I'll post more later. Let me know what you think in the comments? Fave if you're reading? or comment if you're reading? I just wanna know who my lovely readers are ;)  I promise I'll add mroe detail later, this was a lazy post haha. :)  <3

Happy never after...

An original story written by Autumn.


Death is the only escape from this hell hole called Earth. It's an escape for many people. I try to stay strong; fight and not run away, but that's not easy. I fight my feelings to the best of my ability but after a while, they beat me down. Leave me as a limp pile of nothing. I'm Alissa, I'm 15 years old, and this is my story.

Author's note;

Not a true story, simply something for fun. I'm hoping whoever reads it will like it, sorry if you don't. No hate comments, if you don't like it don't read it. I love writing so I figured I should put my writing somewhere where others could see it. This is supposed to be a some-what inspirational story, but it probably wont turn out that way. Anyways, if you're reading it please click the heart after each post? Or a comment. I don't mind. I just wanna see if I have readers or not. ;)  Thanks everyone! <3

His locker is right next to mine. For countless days I watched my enemy walk up to him, and receive the hug I could only dream of. One day she walked by with another boy's arm around her shoulders, I could tell by the hurt in his eyes this was her way of breaking up. I saw him swallow, I knew that swallow. It was the kind of swallow that you hope carries all you tears with it. He was about to cry. So, I set my books in my locker and I hug him. Without hesitation, he returns mine with a hug I could only dream of.

my quote/true story/this is the same boy who called me fat, but it happened before he called me fat/for some reason I still have unmanagable feelings for him

Me and my friend called my crush. I've liked him since January. He's been one of my friends for a year. A closer one for about 2 months now. Yes-that means I liked him before we were close friends. We called him; his friend was over. His friend is my....somewhat friend. Someway, somehow, his voice slipped through the speaker when it wasn't supposed to. "Yea she's fat" talking about me, as I had hear them before. I couldn't cry-my friend was over. She probably hadn't heard it. My whole world came crashing down. My friend went home at 12 pm the next day; my mom left at 1 pm. I started crying as soon as I heard the front door close. And I cried until 6 pm when I hear her car lock. If only he realized how many times I've look in the mirror, sucked my stomach in, and still not been happy. If only he realized how many times I look into 2 mirrors side by side and I'm finally happy with what I see. If only he realized how I constantly bully myself. If only he realized how self-contious I am. If only he knew that since I heard that; I haven't eaten as much. If only he knew that after he said that, I cried myself to sleep for a week, and still do from time to time. His words hurt me. His words broke me. His words ruined me...
[] I am shorter than 5'4".
[] I have many scars.
[] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[] I wear glasses sometimes.
[] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 percent safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[] I have more than 2 piercings.
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

[] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away at home.
[X] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old. (Not yet, I will have a half-sibling less than 1 year soon though)
[X] I wanna have kids someday.
[] I want to adopt someday.

[x] I'm in school.
[] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at school/work.
[] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I missed a week or more of school.
[] I failed more that one class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my school.

[] I've slipped out a 'lol' in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney Movies still make me cry.
[] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
wow im awkward. 
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've broken a bone.
[X] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in the doctor's office with a friend.
[x] I had a serious injury.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
[] I have/had asthma.

[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. does hit a baseball at count?
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[] I've been in a play.
[] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[X] I've sat on a rooftop at night.
[X] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[x] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

[X] I've gone on a blind date.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment. 
[] I've gotten divorced. (LOL, no.)
[] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love {like} them when I did.
[]  I've told someone I loved them and didn't get a clear response.
[x] I've felt rejected even if I wasn't.
[] I've loved someone I knew a friend was already in love with.

[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've been suspended from school.

[] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow 5 pills at a time no problem.
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression. 
[x] I shut out others when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[X] I've hurt myself on purpose. (emotionally, not physically)
[x] I've woken up crying.
......I think I'm in love.