I know that feeling. Maybe some day you will be able to be together. But if not, there are 8 billion people in the world, you will find an amazing girl who you can be with. Just be patient and good things will come to you

You're right. Thank you. :)

he used to like me and i wasnt sure i liked him, now he doesnt, i think he likes someone else, and he rarely talks to me anymore, and i think i fell in love without realizing it because my heart feels like its been ripped out

I feel you man.