When you're babysitting and playing hide-n-seek and the kid
hides for three hours straight.
Don't panic, Don't panic.
Maybe they won't notice I lost their kid.
Don't panic, Don't panic.
Maybe they won't notice I lost their kid.
So,
today
I calmed
myself
down
during
a panic
attack,
feel
so proud
of myself
:)
*hears noises at night*: well this is it this is the end for me I
had a good life
*gets shampoo in my eyes*: I guess I'm blind now how am I ever going to see my first born child
*heart is beating fast*: I think I am having a heart attack is this what cardiac arrest is
*a cop walks by*: here I go about to get arrested I probably murdered someone
*taking a test*: don't take your eyes off of this paper you will get caught cheating and get kicked out of school and amount to nothing *gets a sunburn*: great now I have skin cancer how will I tell my parents
*tripping over something*: I guess my leg will have to be amputated why did this happen to me
*gets shampoo in my eyes*: I guess I'm blind now how am I ever going to see my first born child
*heart is beating fast*: I think I am having a heart attack is this what cardiac arrest is
*a cop walks by*: here I go about to get arrested I probably murdered someone
*taking a test*: don't take your eyes off of this paper you will get caught cheating and get kicked out of school and amount to nothing *gets a sunburn*: great now I have skin cancer how will I tell my parents
*tripping over something*: I guess my leg will have to be amputated why did this happen to me
If I should die
tonight,
May I first say I'm sorry,
For I...Never felt like anybody.
I am a man of many,
although I never mastered anything.
When I am ten feet tall,
Since the fall,
Nobody seems to know my name.
So don't leave me to sleep all alone,
May we stay lost on our way home.
C'mon, C'mon,
With everything fallin' down around me,
I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
It's late and I,
Cannot seem to find my way home,
Tonight.
C'mon, C'mon - Panic at the Disco feat. Fun
May I first say I'm sorry,
For I...Never felt like anybody.
I am a man of many,
although I never mastered anything.
When I am ten feet tall,
Since the fall,
Nobody seems to know my name.
So don't leave me to sleep all alone,
May we stay lost on our way home.
C'mon, C'mon,
With everything fallin' down around me,
I'd like to believe in all the possibilities.
It's late and I,
Cannot seem to find my way home,
Tonight.
C'mon, C'mon - Panic at the Disco feat. Fun
3:08am
I should be sleeping.
not up thinking.
I should be sleeping.
not up thinking.
It is 3:06am
I just had a panic attack.
was it really about school?
because I don't believe it was.
I just had a panic attack.
was it really about school?
because I don't believe it was.
Now
Im wearing
a smile
that
I dont
believe
in,
inside
I feel
like
screaming.
-Mayday
Parade.
the fear of falling apart
is the only thing that has stopped me thinking like that
