EternallyEleanor

Status: Jill, you are forever alive in those you inspired
Joined: February 29, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 279524
Gender: F



To be Honest I wish I owe just about all I am to my best friendon the entire planet, TIm. I love him with all I am, no one takes better care of me than him. He is my boyfriend and best friend.  He has been with me for over a year now :)

I work as a set designer and it fills me with joy\. I am probably insane in most peoples mind and they are probably right because I live every moment as my last and do insane things because of it, but I am proud of who I am. I am here for anyone going thru a hard time, there isn't much I haven't witnessed and I can try my best to help with anything yall need. <3 


5 things you can't recover in life

1) A stone after its thrown.
2) A word after its said.
3) An occasion after its missed.
4) Time after its gone.
5) Trust after its lost
 

Quotes by EternallyEleanor

*Goes to kiss him and he pulls away*
 
'I dont kiss girls who aren't my girlfriend'

*he goes to kiss her; she pulls away*
 
'You can't kiss me, I am not your girlfriend :P'
 
'Then baby, please go out with me???'
 
*She nods and before she can speak he kisses her*
 
This is how my boyfriend decides to ask me out :) 
 
15 2 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
cute


Why Is that 


.:xxx The girls with the prettiest faces, xxx:

Always.

.:xxx Seem to tell the saddest stories xxx:.

 
 
6 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
break up


I get it, I have messsed up more times than I can count. I don't deserve another chance

But I do promise from here on out I will try my best to change and actually be a good person

Maybe we will cross paths again one day until then this is Goodbye my Dear

 
1 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
advice
Ok just stop asking! Dont you get it I don't want another boyfriend, I am tired of a 3 month relationships; Sick of fake love and lies of forever, I don't want you to promise me forever;Those promises ain't for me, I am not looking for marriage or an eternity, I don't think I will ever marry so don't get down on one knee for m; Honestly you are wasting you time on me; I am  not worth the wait;Go out, find your eternity because shes not me! You can fall in love with me, But Babe you will just get hurt; Just look at me, Get to know me,  Trust me you'll see; I can't fall in love, I AM AN ICE PRINCESS, GO FALL FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN LOVE YOU BACK! 
2 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
love
The Worst Type of Crying:
When your lips start to shake and tears build up quickly and fall fast.
You are bent over in pain trying to suck in and not make a sound,
But it just hurts to much to hold in so you let out a yelp
Then your chest is so tight you can’t breath
And your ashamed of not only your inability to fight tears
But how stupid you must look unable to breath
12 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
break up
The Truly painful GOODBYES
are
never said
and
never explained
:’(
I guess this is my GOODBYE 
2 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
break up
I know I messed up,
I am human, I do make mistakes
but
I don't even know 
How to tell you,
Where to start,
Or what to say...

Just please know
I AM SORRY

Thank You for my Second Chance
5 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
friendship

 

Hey, I gotta tell you something
Okay what is it?

I still love you... I am sorry for everything
Umm what do you want me to do about that?
 

Think we could try again?
See thats the thing, I gave you my heart and you broke it, you cheated on me over and over, why should I trust you?

Because Babe, I still love you and I swear I have changed I will never cheat again.... 
Awwwww, how sweet :)

So is that a yes???? <3 ;)
Sure, just so you know, I am with Kylie, I know shes your girlfriend she just read all of this...

Know what you are so lying! I am not dating her never was....
It's Kylie, so babe we are done!  Im gunna post this on the internet enjoy your life of being single! ;* 
 
6 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
funny
I am so sorry, but....
I just CAN'T  do this anymore
I am NOT nearly as strong as you think,
I CRY myself to sleep almost every night,
 I am LOSING my life, and myself
I think its FINALLY TIME, 
For me to just simply....
LEAVE.....
Soooo Here it is,
My Goodbyes....
maybe we will cross paths again in the future
just know 

I WILL ALWAYS LOVE

YOU! 

 
2 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
love
Don't Make Me Do This Again! Quit bringing it up! Calling me telling me you need to know what happened! Beggin me for his name! , You threaten to leave because I just can’t tell you; Just stop! I cry myself to sleep every night!!! Waking up screaming and unable to breath; thinking its real!;SCARED THAT I WILL WAKE UP AND YOU WILL REALLY BE GONE, You call me so often lying to me, saying you love me, saying you wanna avenge me, don’t you get it, I can’t give you his name, because you can’t hurt him; To hurt him, you have to hurt yourself!  You are the one that made me give into that merciless blade, and unforgiving drink; STOP IT! I FINALLY GOT AWAY, THERES NO LONGER A LONING TO JUST DIE OR TO DISAPEAR, You damaged me so much, YET I AM STRONG ENOUGH TO FIGHT IT NOW!; I don’t want to hear your apologies now, I just want you out! Leave me alone, I know how to fight I have battles everynight, There’s no knight in shining Armor for me; it’s just me under the rule of an evil queen, with a suitor born of evil and love for a man 2000 miles away; MY HEART IS HIS, I LOVE HIM, ALWAYS HAVE, ALWAYS WILL, GIVE UP DAMN IT! I will never give you’re your pressure; you won’t protect me from those memories, you won’t be forgiven for what you did: YOU are the one to harm me, but NOW I am strong, you can’t touch me; COME NEAR ME BABE, I WILL DESTROY YOU, YOU WONT LEAD ME BACK DOWN THAT PATH! YOUR EVIL POWER WONT STOP  ME CAUSE  I have found my super power, it’s called love, and it is undefeatable! 
1 0 EternallyEleanor EternallyEleanor
story