Dear ex-crush,
You were the first person I ever had a real, agonizing crush on.
Sure, there have been other guys I really thought about and
adored, but none of them matched the way you made me feel. I can
honestly say that I'm a different person than I was before
you took control of my mind, and I guess that's a good thing,
despite how truly awful I felt for months because of you. And
while I'm over you, I think there will always be something
there for you, even though we never had anything. It felt like we
did. Maybe we almost did.