jessica1011

id leave my room if only bruses would heal
a home is no place to hide....
my heart is breaking from the pain that i feel
and every day's the same i fight to find my way i hurt i brake i cry and try to pray
i wonder why???
dose anyone ever hear me when i cry???
today i am turning 14 everyone' s singing but i cant seem to smile
we never get passed arms length how could they act  that everything is alright?
pulling down my long sleeves to cover all the memories scars leave
i said '' maybe making me bleed will be the answer that could wash the slate clean''
this is the dark before the dawn, the storm before the peace
i wont be afraid cause seasons change and god is watching over me he hears me
ill be just fine cause he hears me when i cry

Just one spark starts a fire!!!

when your falling down the world starts spinning out
when your falling down now its not all about you
when your falling down you no ill be around

the truth is blury but the lies are getting clearer
your eyes are fixed, your smiles so elastic
you give me roses but there all just made of plastic

if you only knew what i talked about when im with my friends just hanging out
then you would have the inside scoop on what to say what to do
that way when you play the game baby you can never loose
dont you wish that you could be a fly on the wall
a creepy little sneaky little fly on the wall
all my preshous seekrets yahh you'd no them all
dont you wish that you could be a fly on the wall
you'd love to no the things i do when im with my friends and not with you
your always second guess wondering there other guys im flirting with you should no by now
if you were my boyfriend ill be true to you if i make a promis im coming through
dont you wish you could see me every second of the day!!!

why do i keep runing from the truth all i ever think about is you

and i just got to know, do you ever think when your all alone all that we could be all this thing could go
am i crazy or falling in love is it real or just another crush

has it ever crossed your mind when were hanging and spending time that were just friends? is there more?

its a chance we got to take cause i belive that we can make this into something that can last forever!

your
not
not
not
gonna get any better and you...
wont
wont
wont
you wont get rid of me never
like it or not
even though shes a lot like me were not the same!!!

maybe its the thing i say
maybe i should think before i speak
but i thought that i knew enough
to know myself and do whats rite for me
and these walls in building now
you use to bring 'em down
the tears in crying out
you use to wipe away

i thougth you sed it was easy
listing to your heart
 i thought you said i would be okay
so why am i breaking apart
dont wana be torn

dont make me have to choose between
what i want and what you think i need
cuz ill always be your little girl
but even little girls have got to dream
now it all feels like a fight
you were always on my side
the lonley i feel now, you use to make it go away

i thought you said it was easy
listing to your heart
i thought you said id be ok
so why am i breaking apart
dont wana be torn

why is all this so counfusing complicated and consuming
why has all this made me angry
i wanna go back to being happy
the tears im crying out
you use to wipe away

i thought you said it was easy
listing to your heart
i thought you said id be okay
so why am i breaking apart
dont wanna be torn

i thought you said it was easy listing to your hart. i thought you said i'd be ok so why am i ^{_{breking apart}}



mine teehee!
~Jessica~

why do we sit around waiting for are boyfirds to call us?
why do we take more time getting ready if were going to chill with a cute guy?
why do we make it so totally obvious when we like a guy?
why?
why?
why?
?
why?