today you decided to sit next to
her; its been a while.
you havent talked to her in weeks but decided to talk to after what
you did.
youre fine. you expected herr to be fine.
than you looked in her beautiful blue eyes and they didnt sparkle anymore.
her smile didnt shine
like it used to.
she didnt laugh as much
as she used to.
he was my first love. my first guy best friend. my
first truth or dare
kiss. my first real
kiss. my first
boyfriend. my first
slow dance. my first
valentine.my first
everything<3
so run in the shower.
make sure its hot. really hot.
blast that one song
that makes you think of him.
remember he lost you. you didnt lose him. the pain still hurts
though.
cry your eyes out. get out of the
shower.
and smile like nothing ever happened.