lalalaihateyou

I didn't ever want to hurt you.
i didn't even mean to hurt you.
I will love you forever.
Forever and for always.
Just like it says in that book.
I never wanted to break up with you.
But I just didn't know whats else to do
than run away from my problems.
Now I cry myself to sleep
more than I did before.
But I just want you to know
I never wanted to break your heat.
I never wanted to loose you.

I know you say that your not mad,
but I know you are.
I know you wanted to hurt me
just the way I hurt you.
I stabbed you in the back,
I didn't think about how bad it felt,
and I definately didn't think about
how awful I would feel.
Now I wanna kill this pain in my heart
without hurting myself on the outside.
But I dont know how to do it,
other than asking for your forgivness.

*i know im not the only one whos ever felt like this!*

The way you treat me
like im just annother speck of dust
in your pathetic life.
The way you treat me
like i don't know whats going on
in your stupid life.
It hurts to see you walk away
and pretend you never saw me.
I love you but
if you treat me like this over
and over it just won't work.
And i just don't get how
you can say you love someone so much
and just forget about them.
I guess i shouldn't trust you
and if that's how you want it
then that's how it can be.

I wrote that myself