hey there. my name is tosha. i blow out the candles in March, & i'm 14 years young. i'm bisexual, & i like to have fun. i could sit here & tell you about my life, but none of that matters. you wanna know about my life? it all starts with a boy named Jamie. i used to be a big drinker, & i used to be addicted to hardcore drugs. i now have a liver problem, because of my bad mistakes. if they don't cure it, i'm going to die. Jamie has been there. he's always listened to me, & he promises me he'll be there till the end. he's such an amazing person, and to tell you the absoulte complete truth; i'm in love with him. i lost him once, & i don't ever want to go through that again. i truly don't know what i would do without him. he's gotten me through so much. he makes me smile, all the time, & he takes my breath away. when i'm talking to him, it feels like gravity is no longer holding me to the Earth. the best part? we're so close, & we live 3 hours away from each other, but yet we're stronger than ever.
i love you, Jamie.
forever & always. <3
-we talked just like we used to, just a decent conversation for the first time in awhile, and for that split second it was like we forgave each other for everything. -i'm grown pretty content with this life i lead, where i drink to much and don't care about much of anything. -i just have the horrible feeling that one day, you're going to wake up and realize i'm not as great as you once thought i was.
thanks for asking, that means a lot to me. i'm doing alright.. they said it's starting to spread, so i'm going to look into a transplant.. but i don't have a lot of money for that..
you're such an amazing person, you know that? i can honestly say i've never met anyone so caring, and supportive before in my life. not to mention, you're freaking gorgeous. if you ever need anyone to talk to, i'm here for you, until i stop breathing. i promise. <3
and i know!
how are youu?
anywaaays.. wellll.
my name is tosha. (:
music is my life, & i am bisexual. :P
what should i know about you?
well, what would you like to know?
a little sore.
& thankyou so much. <3
i made it through my surgery.
so, i know this doesn't mean much since i'm only one of the 1,000 girls who say this, but, i love your quotes.
okay, that's itt. bai. [:
i'm here for you too, just so you know.