theharshtruth

comment if u ever need anything!

hey thanks for like sticking up for me on my wuote, how was i supposed to know other ppl had the quote? i saw it on fb, i liked it so i made it quote, so they jocked the quote too so they should cool it, thanks though(:

so i have broken a vertabrae in my spinal collumn about a year and a half ago and was in the hospital for quite a while. i missed 22 weeks of school and barely passed the year. they made me take earth science and i got a 69 on the regents. i have to finish a lot in summer school and im like NO frick no. this is my summer, i have had to deal with this mother school work all damn year and there is no way i want to struggle through earth science some more. sorry for my language. and on top of that, my friend is moving away, my bestest friend ever is leaving for college in pennsylvania 6 hours away from me and im in more pain than ever. i got diagnosed with reflex neurovascular dystrophy which basically means my back messed everything up in my nervous system and all the pain is in my joints. 88% of the people with this syndrome dont have it life long. well im that 12% that does. i was also the 1% that had this problem happen. i had a guy that 'loved' me. we talked for five months. hes in tenth grade. and all of a sudden he springs the 'im talking to another girl' on me. i gave all i had into that kid. i can talk to other guys and love other guys but i guarentee i will never be able to love someone the same. now my best guy friend is starting to help my through it and we are getting super close...like...close close. we both drop some flirty comments.. a lot. he is very supportive. he rubs my back everytime hes with me because he knows im in pain all the time. he never asks what my pain is on a scale of 1-10 because he knws already that its an 8 and i would tell him if it changed. i just need to get away. i want to be at my cottage. i want the 5 months back that i spent on that guy but i spent like forever liking him. i hated all my teachers and the only thing that got me through was my best friend. this is just the start of a very long story. i could like rwrite a book. people make fun of me because of the way i walk. they call me preggy or pregoo. sometimes old woman or fatty. which im not fat at all i just look it because of how i walk. i do look pregnant because i always hold my back and walk slow and it takes me a while to sit down. i also get called cripple and granny and fatso. but i mean, life goes on and all that matters is my relationship with my friends and god.

oh my gosh! thats terrible! and well, ready for a long story?

oh my gosh i knowwww! and no worries! what did he do to you

sounds good! thanks for being there for me! you start,?

no problem(:

:) well I hope u sort things out...I'm really.tired.but just hmu at.al.splint if u need anythingxxxxx

For now I would figure out my priorities and ask myself if he is worth getting this upset about and if he is someone u want around for a long time .....I hope I sort of helped!! Lmk if u need anything else...hmu!! ~megannicole

haha, aw, i'm sorry about that:( i'm here if you ever need to talk, okay? =)

I know exactly how u feel!! I didn't go up to him directly but we just bumped into eacother one day and we were catching up and I asked him if he was still with Keelan ( the b¡tch) and he said there never really was a "them" and he was stupid for ever getting involved with her....we are still really good friends and I think I still like him. Unfortunately I got lucky....he could've said they are madly in love and that they are getting married when they graduate....but I'm so glad I just talked to him....the sooner you find out what happened from someone you can trust it will be so much easier to move on and start over:) even if its bad news you will have an eexcuse to start looking for other guys....or u could tell him how you feel and maybe he will realize that he needs to figure out his priorities....

you can email me now if you want too, i'm on my email. i'm here.

okay, i'm always open to listen and give advice. but please, don't selfharm, i do it and i wish i never started,

I'm all ears!!!

yeah okay

good for you ?

Thanks!!
I love being congratulated!

really cuz i think i already knew that
and i dont think im cool cuz im a directioner
just like you can hate something, i can like something.

oh because i dont like it when people hate on what i wrote. so i delete it instead of starting some more drama. so thats why.

for the record u really are a creep

so i just looked back at my comments.. why the hell did you write this? lol