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Hey whats your name? i think i like you.. now come a little closer now.. wait what u say?? is that your girlfriend, think i'll be turning that around.. Don't you wanna, don't you wanna, dont you wanna know.. what it would feel like? Lets be friends so we can make out.. your so hot lemme' show you around ;) - Emily Osment

You.

You just had to say that.
That one little text.
It changed everything.
Everything. 
And I was just starting to get over you.
I even have a boyfriend.
But then you said that.
That one little sentence. 
"I totally wish I could be lesbian with you....cause no guy could be as sweet as youu."
But you're afraid.
Just afraid...
Afraid of the strereotypes, the rumors.
You're afraid of the people.
But I don't care. 
I'd do anything to be with you.
Absolutely anything.
And when you said you were actually considering breaking up with your boyfriend..
For me.
To date me instead.
I started crying even harder than I already was.
To know that you were willing to do this.
That you actually wanted to try this. 
It brought me to tears.
Because I don't know if you're telling the truth,
And that kills me...
Please. 
Please. Be telling the truth...
I don't think I could handle it if you weren't...

If you actually read the whole thing. I really appreciate it. It's a major vent. I've loved this girl for 10 and a half months. So just...thank you.<3

I only dream
**of ways  for you to understand

my pain.

♥♡♥