I like you, you're different from the dumb whores on here(: My advice to you would be just don't worry about it. Be confident, and think about good things before you go to bed or something. Write down your fears, and just vent about it a lot. I write a long blog entry once almost every day, and I just bring the sunshine to a rainy day!(: I'm not the happiest person, and not very optimistic, but aside from often being upset, I'm always happy. In some sense. You never know if no guy has ever liked you. And don't be afraid to take risks and you won't get friend-zoned. I told the guy I like a lot that was also one of my best friends how I felt, about a week and a half ago, and I'm really glad I did. I'm closer to him than I have ever been. Don't feel unlovable. Someone out there loves you and always will. Don't forget.
You don't want to be like the popular girls. They don't know who their real friends are. People talk about them behind their backs. People pretend to be their friends just because they're popular. I hate when people say they want to be popular. Or when they think popular girls are better than them. They're not. Popular girls are annoying and have no real friends. Just be yourself and love it. The right people will come along, not people just pretending to be your friend. I don't want to sound like a dipshit, but I used to be popular. When I made this realization, that I don't want to be a copy, I changed everything about myself to make me what I want to be, and not what everyone else wants me to be. I'm more happy than I have ever been in my whole life. Don't change. For anyone.
You should make a tumblr. Your writing is really good and I really like the story. tumblr is the publicity you want for your stories, not witty. Follow some writers and they might check out your profile, advertise it, and write often. You will get more fans there than here.
don't kill you're self... don't even think like that- that's just dumb... i'm sure there's a lot of people that care about you and would be sad to see you go... just don't bro, take my advice, you'll be happy you did- you have your whole life ahead of you to fix your problems.
we can go in at 7:30, we have to be in homeroom at 7:45, if we're not there by 8:00 we're considered late, classes start at 8:10, school ends at 2:10, and we leave at 2:15. hahaha.