i lost my dad when i was 9. now im 13. and i do get upset seeing my friends with their dads but... i know i shouldnt let bother me my whole life. and i do miss him alot. but i cant do anything abt it but say he was an awesome dad. and he loved me and my sister and brothers. and he will always be there en if you cant see him cause hes always in your heart. it will be hard but dont give up. but i do know what its like to live with a mom that doesnt show she loves you. and she left when i was younger so i had to see him die slowly everyday.