i used to think; that nothing could ever get better. that he

i used to think;
that nothing could ever get better.
that he was the only one for me.
that i'd die with out him.
that my life was miserable.
that i didnt want or need my friends anymore.
that he was the only person that ever made me happy.

but now i see;
it does get better.
there are other guys, better guys.
im not dead, infact im fine.
im not miserable, im really happy.
i do need my friends, everyone does.
other people make me happy, happier than he ever could.

and i spose now, i realise;
im better off with out him.
it wasn't him that made me happy,
sure he helped, but it was me all along.
he didn't deserve me, he didnt treat me right.
i can, and i am, doing so much better, without him.

i DONT need him at all.


all mine, pleease dont jock.
venting :)