& tonight, i'll cry myself to sleep but you will never

& tonight, i'll cry myself to sleep
but you will never know.
sad isn't it?
that i have to act like i don't know.
that i have to let you think i'm stupid.
that i have to because i'm not talking to you.
i'm glad you think it's fine that you can make me cry
because in the end it just proves i'm stonger than the jerk you are.