Please dont hurt yourself. your beautiful. My mom left me for 4 years and for no reason. My dad doesnt have any money so we live with my grandparents. I am 13 and dont get along with my dad that much. but i know he does love me even if he doesnt show it sometimes. I have a question and you dont have to answer it if you dont want. Have you and your dad sat down and talked about your relationship? i know it would be awkward maybe but that could help.
dont give up ok? no matter how tough life can. no matter how down ur life is right now. there is always an up. its coming dont worry be patient. u can make it