i Don't Have Time To Make This Pretty . Honestly i Don't

i Don't Have Time To Make This Pretty . Honestly i Don't Even Know How . But i Just Have To Vent . This Guy That i REALLY Liked Told Me That He Liked Me Too . Flat Out Told Me . And He Said That He Wanted To Date Me , But He Wanted To Wait Cos He JUST Got Out Of A BreakUp . i Didnt Really Believe Him Cos He's Said This To Me Twice Before This And He Just Got Back Together With His Ex . He Promised Me It Wouldnt Be Like The Last Two Times And He Said He " Really Truely Wanted To Date Me " . i Still Didnt Fully Believe It , Until He Started Acting Like He Did . It Was Almost Two Weeks That He Acted Like He Liked Me , But Then He Told One Of My Friends " i Wanna Date Arianna , But i Dont Really Know Her . " And i Was Like " WHAT THE FLUCKERDOODLES ?! " I've Known Him Since First Grade Now , He Used To Be My Next Door Neighbor , He Was In My Third And Sixth Grade Classes , And He Dated Me Before .. And So i Asked Him If He Really Did Like Me Or If i Should Finally Move On , And He Said " i Dont Know , Cos i Kind Of Like You But i Dont Know If i Wanna Date You " And When i Told Him That He Shouldn't Have Told Me That He Wanted To Date Me If He Really Didnt , He Got All Pissy And So i Got Mad .. And We Got Into A Fight . And i Felt Like Cutting But i Promised My BestFriend i Wouldnt Cut And Im REALLY Trying To Keep That Promise .. And Cutting Over A Guy , i Know .. Stupid ! But i Mean He Just Added On To A Whole Bunch Of Other Crap & i Dont Know How Imma Get Through It , i Just Don't Know What To Do .. i HAVE To Get Over Him .. But i Just Reaaly Dont Think i Can .. i Tryed Before But i Just Couldn't /: Fave For Motivaation ? For Every Fave I'll Go A Day Without Texting Him ( Cos As Soon As i Text Him i Know Imma Apologize And i Really Dont Think i Should ) And If You Read That Whole Thing , Thank You Sooo Much ! i Love You ! <3