but, you see, you're in love. nothing can ever change that. And I won't either. Because I realize that now. I realize that he is your first love. That he is your everything. Yeah, this was awful, but we both learned something that day at the beach: You learned that maybe I wasn't always right, and maybe I didn't always understand, but I wanted to and I would try to. I learned that once you're in love, you're positively blind to everything, and everyone. But that's okay, because it's so wonderful and magical and everything seems smaller. I learned that once you're in love, you'll fight for that love, no matter who the hell bothers with it, even your bestfriend. Emilee, we're bestfriends, and nothing will ever change that. We can't help trying to kill eachother. We always look at eachother and know that someone amazing will find our beautiful friend. We are besties all the way, but I will never forgive myself for not understanding that day.

oh my god...My boyfriend cheated on me too. Just take a deep breath, text him and tell him that you think you guys shouldnt date anymore. Delete his number, and then cry, It is okay to cry, then remember YOU.DESERVE.BETTER.THAN.THIS.