I try to never say my life is bad, because its not. I have a

I try to never say my life is bad, because its not. I have a roof over my head food on my table and I am so blessed. But it's moments when your in a room full of people but you feel so alone. And moments when you have an  amazing family and amazing friends that care about you so much, but you feel so unloved. It's when your brain takes over your heart and society messes with your head and you feel worthless, useless and like a piece of rubbish. It's when you starve yourself to fit this generations image of "beautiful". And when you cake yourself in make up to make one guy notice you. It's when you turn into a person that's not you because that's the only way perople are going to respect you. It's when you do things you'll regret because your so horrified with the reflection you see in the mirror and the person you've turned into. It's when you feel so unwanted in this world and loose sight of things you used to dream about. It's moments like this when you realise how messed up the 21st century is and when you need to stop caring about what other people think, because its the only way your going to live a happy life. Never loose yourself to societys image of perfect. Because perfect doesn't exist.