if you don't like who you are, then change it. if you're friends don't care and you don't like them, then change it. I'm not saying that it will be easy, but it'll be worth it. It's never too late to start over. No, you can't change your family, but they do care. I promise. I believe in you. I love you.

I love you toooo :)

nobody's born perfect! I've been in the (almost) same situation as you, and I just completely changed my outlook of life, and I'm loving it!