Why am i crying ?
Oh, yeah thats right. You broke me into a
million & one pieces. Yet i still crawled back
to you, why ? I think its because you made me belive that
love was real
when it isn't. You promised me you would be by my side
forever, when did the forever plane leave cause baby i
missed it. I was a wreck when you left me, i had no where
to go, no where to hide & no one to lean on. I cut / starved
my self / cried my self to sleep / blamed myself & where did
that get me ? back in you arms, nope. I did all these things to
myself to try to win you back but in the long run it pushed you
away. People say im obsessed but im not, i just cared about you.
Now & now im so done with you.
Life goes on.
Even when you think that its gone.
Don’t give up on it,
I insure you it will get better.
But only if you believe.
Everyone has a purpose.
Everything has it name.
So when there’s no one to blame,
And everything you know turns to shame.
Just remember my saying.
Everything had a purpose &
Everything has its name.
don’t give in.
Everything will be okay.
Theres no shame in asking for help
I did
And now look where I am
I swear it all gets better from here.
Mikaila <3
I have learned that fairytales aren’t true,
And that there isn’t no happy ending.
I wish I was with you
But no matter how hard I try,
Of how much I cry,
We will never be.Life isn’t fair
People lie & they die.
They don’t care,
They never will
Its over between us
It will never be the same
No matter how much I try.
I am not that strong, I never will be
But someone once told me
It sometimes shows your stronger
when you walk away.
Then to stay.
So I just hope you don’t forget,
Us.
MIkaila <3
I woke up from the night before
The light hurts my eyes.
I’m wearing the same clothes as last night
My eyes are red & swollen
The world is spinning
Everything I do ends in disaster
He broke meI cant be fixed
People don’t understand what is happening
They think they know,
But no ! they don’t !
I want to redo time & start over
With you
But the past is the past
The Present is where I am
& all that I have is the future.
All hope is gone
My tears are shed
I cant take them back
No matter what is said.
I scream in my pillow on the endless nights.
Wishing for a new life
No one can save me now.
MIkaila <3
I want you
I need you
You were my everything
We were best friends &
Now that’s over.
I miss you so much
It hurts.
My tears don’t show &
My smile wont crack,
In front of people
I hide my feelings
So no one will know.
You were my first love
& every time I see you I fall for you over again
I wish you loved me back
Instead of “her”
I promise I will change for you.
From now on,
Everything will be okay,
I promise <3
Mikaila <3