BlueRosesCry

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Joined: February 2, 2012
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Im quite easy going...but i've had a tough life so far...most of us have. But to get through it all...I write. If i didn't write I'd probably explode. But my poems tell everyone a lil bit about me...they make up MY story.
NOTE: Everything I post...I write. Please Don't Steal Any Of It. Thank you. :}
<3 Love To You All That Have Had Some Hard A$$ Lives... STAY STRONG!!!! <3

Quotes by BlueRosesCry

Would they accept me?

Everything I think, and believe
My parents think and believe different
Will they ever accept me for who i am
They aren't hell bent on homosexuals
They can be super racists at times
Me, i like who i like,
I love who i love
And in my eyes color doesn't matter
We are all human beings
One in the same
If they find out I was bi-curious at times
And I'm in love with my African-American boyfriend
Will they accept me?
Punish me?
Will i forever be different in their eyes?
Will i still be their little girl?
The answers scare me
But i cant help who i am
Who i was born to be
You love who you love
You were born to be you
And no one else
I accept myself
That's what matters most
Society Perfection

We tend to lose ourselves
In this world of love and hate
We lose the ability to see right from wrong
Questioning every move we make
Blinded by society and it's ways of perfection
Everybody wanting to be a manican in the window of life
A perfect copy of what the society wants
Losing track of what we want
Or who we are
But we sit back and let society change us
In every little way possible
Creating a world of same and not different
But you are able to break the chain
Be yourself
Make a change
Take a stand
And don't be another copy in society's perfect looking world
You'll just be wasting your time 
Be who you want to be
Locked

Locked,
Locked away,
Away in a dark,
Dark lonely place,
A place where i'm alone,
Alone with no one to hold,
No one to care,
Care about me,
Me, a girl,
Simple, beautiful, cold, alone,
Alone because no one cares,
No one willing to be there for her,
There, where she is,
In that dark, cold place,
She sits and cries
Day and night,
For just one single person to care
But no one will,
Because she covers the pain,
Doesn't let anyone see,
The real her,
The lonely, cold, simple, beautiful girl
The one who thinks that,
No one cares,
When in reality,
Everybody does.
Without Me

This feeling id driving me crazy
It's one I shouldn't have
Sometimes it gets kind of out of hand
It's hard not to think about it
I don't know why i'm thinking this
It's wrong...
It would hurt them so much
But i cant help it
I cant control these thoughts
It's not my fault 
It's how i was built
But i'm sorry
I'm sorry for the hurt I've caused
I'm sorry but i just cant take it anymore
You'll be better off...
Without me

My sweet valentine


I cry and cry
But don't let you see
A day full of love
One day for you and me
A day every lover envy's
Why would i ruin your day with my pain
I wouldn't be so cold hearted
I sit here and wonder "why am i here alone?"
"Why aren't you here next to me?"
I haven't even seen you today
A few minutes
Or pass by glances
It hurts me
But i wont let you see
The tears i cry
But i wont bother your peace
G on and have a merry day
I'll just sit here and cry away
It wont be long till i'm happy once again
But for now my troubles are invisible
For you not to see,
For you not to worry
I don't want to ruin your day 
Have fun, be happy
My sweet valentine
I'll be fine

You


The first thing i think of 
When i think of you,
Is your wonderful smile
The second would be your adorable laugh
I could go on and on,
But the list would never end
When i think of all the time 
That we've been together
And of all of the happy memories we've already shared
It amazes me to no end
And i know that we were meant to be together
I look at you and see overflowing love, hope, and joy
As well as charm, strength, happiness, and dignity
With all of there wonderful qualities 
It's no wonder I love you so

Feelings for a boy

There's this boy 
Who had caught my eye
I smile at him
every time he walks by
He looks at me, 
then looks down
He says hi to me 
While staring at the ground
I start to shiver;
My heart beats fast
My legs fell like jell-o;
it's nothing like the past
I had never really known him;
he was just another guy
But all that changed 
When he first said hi
Now, everything was different;
I no longer felt that way
I found myself thinking about him
every single day
We never really talk;
It seems like he doesn't want to
He sometimes keeps to himself;
I don't know what to do
Every night, I stay up late
Wondering how long
I'll have to wait
I like him a lot; 
my feelings are strong
I can honestly say
they have been all along.


A Single Masterpiece

There are a million words a lover uses,
to show the love they see
But none can perfectly describe,
just what you mean to me
As I see your face in my mind,
I can feel my heart palpate
It beats hard against my chest,
and the world creates an earthquake
I hate being away from you, just for a day
I keep a picture close
In case I start to feel afraid
When i see your face,
the fears start to fade.
I walk to the sound of your beating heart
I did on the days that we were apart
I live for the moments you take my breath away
I work to keep you smiling everyday
The things you do to me,
and the way you make me feel, I cant describe,
But i know that it's real
The stars in the sky may try and try
But they'll never shine the way you do
Your smile could light up worlds,
like the sun does everyday
But that's much to common for you
I just cant think of what to say
Your face a single masterpiece:
handsome length of prose
The rarest form of perfect art,
but that's not even close
I cant capture you in song,
You're to wonderful for words
Compared to me, you're amazing
A classic to scribbled mess
I's charcoal, pen and pencil
When we aren't apart
I'll let you paint my world with
The colors of your heart


This Is Not A Fairy Tale

I didn't believe in fairy tales
Until that one special day i met you
I lose my breath every time you are near
It's like the whole wide world just disappeared
And my heart beats fast when you kiss my lips
But nothing in the world is better than this
Everyone always says it wont work
Well guess we sure should them cause,
It's been a year and four months and look
We're still going strong
They tell us it wont last because we're kids
But who really knows if it'll stay like this
Maybe we'll be that one special couple
That everybody wishes they could be
Because no matter what anyone says
In the end all we need is you and me

Dream those dreams

Goodnight
Sleep tight
Dream a lot of dreams
But not ones that'll make you scream
Close your eyes and think of me
So in your dreams I'm all you see
Then awake to the morning sun
With lots of hope that your day will be fun
And if all goes wrong
And it isn't going as planned
I'll be right there to take your hand
But for now just lay your head and dream those dreams
Don't worry about a single thing because at the end of the day
It all goes back to those happy dreams that make you think of me