Shes_Broken_Forever

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Joined: June 17, 2012
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Hey, there. So, this is my third account. I will not mention my name. I need to vent with out my friend finding out. Thanks.
So, im 15.. I'm a girl that doesn't get much attention. Just the girl in the back of the room with a fake smile on her face. I'm the girl that's always the second choice. No doubt about that. I always have a smile on, sometimes it's real, sometime, i just have to hide the pain from other people so they don't notice. I have an OK life, not the best, not the worst. I wont post everyday everyday, but  i'll try. Thanks for reading. Comment if you'd like. Have a great day♥

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You know you're at THAT point when you stay in bed avoding everyone,
not replying to any of your friends text, you dont eat/drink anything, cutting over and over again,
or thinking about suicide. I'm at that point right now. I don't f//cking care anymore if anyone see's my cuts. I don't care if they notice i'm not eating. I wont care.
&i'm at that point when I say to myself,
"i won't stop till I'm in that hospital bed and the doctors are forcing food down my throught and have my arms and legs in bandages."

 

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you will cry, i promise.





My friends and family  don't understand how hard  it is for me to loose weight. I try and try. I weigh 189. I'm eating a salad right now, try to start eating healthy, again. I had my sister yell at me today for eating all of this or that. I go in my room and cry. She weighs 115. She has it easy. She doesn't understand. No body understands how hard it is for me. I just need someone to have faith in me that i can loose weight before school starts in August. I want to atleast weigh 150-160. 30/40 pounds i want to loose. I  need someone to give me motivation. 
 and anddonand If you wanna be that person, please, help me. I'll give you my number, and you have to tell me what to do. 
Ex. 20 jumping jacks, 10 push ups, 10 sit ups. Eat a salad for lunch instead of Mac&cheese.
Please?♥
 
 

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He always comes running back to me when I'm finally

happy.  


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They say they don't know me..

Truth is, they don't stick around

to find out
.



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I feel like i'm floating
away, from all my friends.
I feel as if they don't
need me anymore.  








 

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