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SimplyCydneyMember since Sun May 3, 2009 21:21:38 EDT Last login: Fri Nov 20, 2009 23:27:44 EST AIM SN: Status Box: My legs hurt -.- Quote Stats: 591 |
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Hi, I'm Cydney. I'm 13 years old, and I'm slightly ~insane. I love pandas and the color blue. I'm upfront and I don't tend to hold back. I will tell you how I feel about anything almost. I hatehatehate running, but I'm like really skinny idek. I eat tons. I'm failing math, but hoping to change that soon... I really like animals. Did I mention I love pandas? I have too many friends, only not really because I love them all. I'm an insomniac, so 'scuse me if I don't reply till about 10PM or after. I love everyone. Even if I hate you, I love you. Ellie, Shiloh & Sarah are some of my best friends on here. They is all mah life n moar~~ Jk, but I do love them. UHM, I want to fly. I really like someone. But he doesn't like me back anymore. Sooo. . . I enjoy flare jeans. Flip-flops are a must. Ugh, I hate socks. I have bangs that I hate, but whateverwhatever . I really hate Algebra. I love pizza. I wish that I had someone to cuddle with. Softball is killing me like hardcore. Whatever, though. I still love trying out. (: I may not always be the nicest, or the easiest to talk to, but I promise I'll try my best. I enjoy making people smile, so stop on by. DON'T BE SHY I'M ONLY A LITTLE INSANE. J F K L S J D N ~ HIPSTERSMILE:B
P r e v i o u s l y O n D e g r a s s i . . .
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November 18th, 2009
OHAI. I'm gonna see New Moon Friday with my friends. Ugh, the only reason I'm going is because my friends are going, and I want to have something to do :P Ugh, conditioning is killing my ankles. They're like so sore DX Oh wells, I'll get used to it d: I can't breaaaaathe without youuuuuuuu but I haaaaaaaave to. IT'S 2AM FEELIN' LIKE I JUST LOST A FRIEND, HOPE YOU KNOW IT'S NOT EASY, EASY FOR MEEEEEEE. IT'S 2AM. FEELIN. LIKE. I. JUST. LOST. A. FRIEND. /TS binge>. Ok. Uhm. I dunno :3 I'm boooored. People are annoying but omg I love the majority. Yep. Oh. I forget but jslkfh. I was gonna say something 3: UGH. Ok. Bye then.
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November 12th, 2009
HAI. Ok. Hi. Uhm. Yes. I'm bored :P I don't feel like telling you all about my life right now. Idk, today was Veteran's day, and I have the rest of the week off because of conferences. I started conditioning for softball today. OMG RUNNING IS KILLING ME D: D: D: Asthma = fail
Ok, I love you all bye.
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October 18, 2009
Uhm, hi. Gotta make this quick. I have plastic fangs nao, I'm addicted to Tumblr, not on witty so much anymore :x Ryan and I are being good friends again, I guess...I'm finding more music I like, making new friends. Slowly becoming normal again XD I have to color for my homework in Spanish, and I have to die when I do my algebra. Uhm, I'm getting my bangs cut even shorter, because I can. I'm going to say yes to the next person to ask me out. Yep, I regret saying no so much. So, have fun finding out the new me.
Bye.
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October 13, 2009
Ayo, I'm back. Yeh, I haven't been on here in forever. Uhm, not much has happened. Just the usual stuff. Stayed home from school today, basically just to catch up on sleep. Uhm, yeah. I don't have much to say really. I got my hair cut and got bangs...Uhm, yeah. Ryan's been Ryan, I guess. Still pretty much the same I spose. Hm, yeah. I don't know. I'm planning on going to the football game next Friday, cause I didn't get to go to the last one because of rain. Fail. Oh, and Halloween's comin' up. Yeeeh buddy :D Yeh, uh. That's all, I guess. Bye.
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September 22, 2009
Oh. Ok. I see how it is :| I HATE SCHOOL. Like, really. So much work. Just. All of my teachers give me work. Whatever, though. Uh, I need to get roomates for DC. I've had 8 offers, but djfklh I can't figure it out :| I kinda only wanna go with 3 of them, but the others I won't say no to till I know who they're gonna room with. Yeah. So far (I think) It'll be Me, Linds, Hales & Kenz. Idek though. I need to get this straight before the trip comes. Ryan's a douche. Luke's stupid. Jon's jon. Yeah. Oh, and this really annoying girl got mad at me today. Idk why, but it was funny. I was just like "KAY CHILL" and Kimmy was behind me like >.> shut the fuck up, gurl. And I'm just standing there with kimmy at my side like yup. You hurd her, back off, k? k. YEP IT WAS FUN. Kimbo-jo, you know she gots your back~
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September 20th, 2009
idek, felt like i should update. :| I kinda feel sick. </3 *sigh* I'm letting this upset me just 38592385x too much right now. PS Jon, this kid that was kinda liking to get over the other kid, w/e he has a gf, so yeah. That problem solved :l WHYYY CAN I NOT STOP LIKING HIM. BTW Happy for you xylena(: Oh! And it's 5 am, and i still can't sleep. and i'm hungry. and i watched 17 again with diana. And I got upset. idk, tootles...
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September 14th, 2009
Hey thurr ^_^ Stephen's surgery went great! He's still in ICU, and should be out by tomro! :D His face was realllly swollen the first day, and it looked like someone literally just like punched him repeatedly in the face. That's just from laying on his stomach for so long though. His spine is almost 40% improved! It's still curved, but not as bad. But, tonight I'm home!! After spending alllll week with relatives, it's a nice change to sleep in my own bed, even if only for a night. Hm, Ryan called me beautiful. I had no clue how to react so I was just like. K so that's kinda creepy. :\ That was mean! I should've been like "haha, nothing you?" Guh, oh well. It's his birthday ^.^ Loser is 14 :P I texted him about an hour ago, forgetting he had school tomro, and I was like !! HAPPY BIRTHDAY... he's just like "Cydney. Thanks. But Im trying to sleep here." :\ I think he's mad at me. D: Oh well.. I'm just glad to be home with my dogs! I missed them D: Oh gosh! Did anyone see the VMAS?! Kanye West is just a douche bag!! >.< Hate him. Anyways, though. I need to do so much homework...I have lots of english, algebra, spanish and social studies and a bit of art to do. GAH I'MMA SMACK A HO. fjsdklh. I need to go eat or something, I think I'm losing weight from stress. GUH. *sigh* Lil Kim isn't even relevant anymore. I dunno why she's on the VMAs. That's just stupid. OH CRAP I GOTTA GO, CIAO!
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September 4th, 2009
Heya, ladies :D Sorry I haven't been on in a few days...school's just started and so blah, been busy for about 9 hours a day XD It's been goin' purdy good so far. (: I have Spanish last period in the high-school, so that's a kinda far walk, considering every other 8th grader has Spanish in the middle school. Turns out, I was placed in AP spanish, not Honors. AP is just like, a step above honors. So basically, I'm just stuck with Freshmen-Juniors. T__T Eh, it's not that bad though. Also, my brother will be having surgery September 9th, and his recovery will be a little over a week. SO, I won't be on much around that time, he's going to have it out of town, and so I'll be staying all over the place with family, hotels, friends, etc. He's having his third surgery in 2 years on his back. :| He's gonna have his spine fused, so wee >.> XD on a lighter note, My Algebra teacher sings! ROFL, not well, but he still tries. PS Ryan's still being really nice to me. Most of the time. I dunno. JFSDNFGUDO I'm pretty much over him, but sometimes he makes it really hard to just NOT like him, ya know? Oh, well. I'm not going there again. Oh, and like my new layout? THANKS TO EVERLONG FOR CODING THE BOXES :D Uh, yeah XD I gotta go do some social studies, and then just laz' off the rest of the day. It's real nice out. Maybe I'll take some pictures? This was a long PS XD Ciao!
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August 27th, 2009
I know my font is fcked up, and i don't care. I'm in a really bad mood. >.< Just one of those days. Yeah. Sorry for late responses and stuff. Someone took my picture, WHICH I HAVE COPYRIGHTED. So, technically I could sue them for impersonation, but whatever. GOD THESE LAST FEW HOURS BLEW SO HARD. Bye.
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EFF. Canoeing fails. We tipped going over this like, 4 inch waterfall. Phone's ruined XD But dude, it was like 50 degree water, raining and we still had to ride allll wet for like 2 more hours. Ohmahgod that was awful, but so fun. I was in a canoe with a cutie named Jon [: He was like his jocky kid and was all AHHH FUCK SHIT SHIT SHIT CYD WE TIPPED SHIT SHIT SHIT OMG SHIT CYD WHAT'RE WE GONNA DO?! I'm like Jon, chill. We're wet. It's water, no knives. Jeez XD He went completely under, it was hilarious. But the tipping part wasn't T_T But, hey, got his number(: Not gonna talk to him ever again, but still. Lol (: PS : Gonna be in Westerville all day tomro, possibly swimming, probably just gonna hang with some little kids for a while though. (: PIZZA FTW
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August 21st, 2009
Eff, the sunburn. My knees/cheeks/shoudlers got burnt so badly today sitting out at that estate sale D: Gah, peopel are INSANE. They like, obsess over a nickle. T_T Seriously. It's awful. & I added my facebook, but before you add me, could ya lemme know? Just leave a comment asking or whatever [: Anyhoo, Ouch. Sunburn. Hurts. MMM, I'm going canoeing tomro. Woop. Actually, Boo. I'm going at like 8am and there will be NO BOYS. D: Just old people. Guh, oh well. Maybe someone has a kid my dad doesn't know about..? XD It's a work thing for him. Wish me luck thurr. OMG A STUFFED PANDA ON TV HEHEHEHEHE. So::
Saturday: Canoeing all day
Sunday: No clue whatsoever
Monday: Westerville
Tuesday: Fair all day
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August 20th, 2009
Eff. I have to wake up before 8!! 8 PEOPLE DO YOU UNDERSTAND THIS MADNESS?!? Gahdfjadkl. On the plus side XD I gotta new layout. [: Annd I stare thee clovuh down. >.> It wasn't lucky D: Hmm, I have to work at my nana's estate sale thingy today. Won't be back on till about 6ish. Gonna see Jill :D Knowing her she'll buy me food XD Win.
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August 19th, 2009
Ok, well nothing happened today. So far. XD I had cookies :3 That's about it. Uh, got a new layout ! XP I dun like it much, I look so stupid in that picture, baha. I'm so deathly bored it's not even funny. Music is fuuuun. Dude: SHILOH LIES I LIKE JUSTIN BEIBER! >.>
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August 18th, 2009
Woah, busy day. Right now I'm babysitting [:
Then I'm goin to a nursing home to help out with stuff. Then I'm goin to the mall. And then I'm goin to the pool for movie night with Reagan and Matt. When I get home, I'll have to go to my neighbors campfire. PSHAW. Long day. Oh, and for some very strange reason, I got voted Most Popular, Most Likely To Succeed and Most Inventive. I'm not most popular, but I guess cause I talk to everyone I see? XD HAVE A GOOD DAY!
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August 17th, 2009
Went back to Emily's...SO FREAKING BORING I died a little. O_O
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Goin' back to Emily's today while my brother goes to the doctor. I promise I will not ride the dirt-bike this time XD
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Ok, well it's 12;06 am, but stills. It's the 17th D: D: D: SCHOOL STARTS IN LESS THAN 2 WEEKS OMFG D; D; D; NOOOOO. I do NOT wanna go back to school D: Gooooooooooooooooosh nooooooooo!!!! FML
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August 16th, 2009
lols, Ryan thinks that if I end up dating this kid that kenzie's hooking me up with *yeahyeah long story XD* I'll be lying about it. Like, he doesn't think he kid exists. He thinks I'm trying to make him jealous? Wtf. -sigh- whatever. I seriously would never try to make him jealous. That's just really stupid.
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Kimmy's party today. Twas fun. I got sunburnt D: But, it was worth it. Uh, saw trey..he kinda dunked me into the pool XD Dove off the diving board. lmfao. Hmm, the sunburn on my nose is AWFUL. Anthony's a triiip. He was like on a pink floatie thing, and yeah. XD He's like 6'1 150 pounds, real big kid and BAM pink floatie. It was pretty funneh. But you expect those kinda things from him. Tuesday's movie night!! WOO!!
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August 15th, 2009
Nom, haii. Went to heather's birthday party..pretty fun, 'cept when this child HORRIFIC, AWFUL, BEASTISH CHILD pushed me off the dock. T_T Like, this floating raft thing. He pushed me off, sprained my leg and scuffed my foot. *sigh* But, whatevers. It was pretty good. I played hill billy volleyball XDD Ate chocolate cake. DUDE I CAN FIT 14 CHEEZE BALLS IN MAH MOUTH ;OOO jsyk. [:
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UUUUUUUUH HAI! XD I'm bored... D: *kills someone* ALL BETTER! XD Heheheheh. I'm a lil hyper. PARTIES ALL WEEKEND :O I should sleep soon...I won't, but I should.
Ryan says:
cydney
nvm
cyd.(: says:
T_T
GARGUGHSLDK. Anyone else wanna help me kill him?
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August 13th, 2009
I Love My Life XD I just had the most amazing conversation with some person, lmfao. They were hilarious. Uhn, went to the mall with a few friends. Lool. Hot guy blue shirt 11;00! "You can tell time yet you're failing math?!" XD Hhaahha. Sorry, had to share XD Uhm, yeah. I guess that's about it? Oh, I was called an ugly whore by a fake jealous bitch! Isn't that lovely? Hehe. I'll be off the next few days, Here's my schedule, stalkers XD
Friday: Swim practice almost all day
Saturday: Heather's party, then Perseid Meteor Shower Campout
Sunday: Kimmy's party, swimming, mall, cousins over
Monday-Tuesday: Lake
So, toodles for now ^_^
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August 12th, 2009
I don't care about V V anymore. She's a bitch and she'll stop jocking eventually. Buhbye[=
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New Jocker/Faker:
_iSwim
Seriously. She's faking, and she took 2 of my quotes. Really people, god. She took other people's quotes too. This just bothers me. Don't give her attention, I just wanted to warn ya'll about her. [:
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I'm realllllly bored. Watching some movie on MTV and talking to people. Actually just Ryan...annd thanks for the comments, but I won't be responding, as you know. Add me on AIM. Gosh. This summer has sucked. So much. Uh, should I fill you in? XD Kenzie wants me to go to the fair with her '/ I dunno. I will. But. MEHH. She wants me to meet some 4h kid. Like. Idk. I don't wanna like him...that sounds weird. But I don't want to just 'fall' again. Ya know? JFADKLAHSGNAD. GAH! There's this kid who keeps texting me, he's like my second cousin by marriage or something but he's sooo creepy! Keeps asking me out. >.> Grr. He got grounded for a while, but now his phone's back. FML. *sigh* This town is so lame. Nothing exciting ever happens. There was a meteor shower tonight, but I didn't see one. T_T I layed in the grass for like an hour looking at the sky. Nothing. XD Oh well, twas fun[: I feel like...bitchy lately. I dunno why, just like. Fck you with a smile on my face. [= I should really sleep. I have the dentist tomro..at 10...and It's 3;01 am...GURUGHMGMJFSLD. Oh, I love this soooong. I MAKE THEM GOOD GIRLS GO GO GO BADDDDDDDD. :D Ok. sorry. XD Leighton Meeter or whatever is reallly pretty. Ohhai and she's not an idiot like Megan Fox. :D GOD. Seriously. So. Bored. I even took sleeping pills, like wtf! ...has anyone else noticed that ? See how I left you hangin' there ? hahah. Ohh, I crack me up. [: Night/Morning(:
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August 9th, 2009
T_T I think that cassie likes ryan again. I dunno. But if he goes out with her again, I'm gonna laugh. Like, seriously. I think you'd all agree it'd be ridiculous.
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Uh. My hand still hurts. Went to see fire-works. WEEEEE. Wasn't that fun. But. My. Hand. It. Hurts. GUH. Having to type with one hand is not fun. Watching family matters. Hehe. "I hope you choke on a bone, you hag." XDDD Ryan asked me what XD meant. HAHAH. Oh, the fun. XD Lmfao, anyhoo. SHILOH'S BACK! YAYAYAYAYAY. Just kiddin, but she's finally back. ^_^ Nom, though I talked to her on AIM like, every single day...for a long time... XDDD so yeah. ANYWAYS. Goodnight(:
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August 8th, 2009
I fail. XD Went to my friend Emily's house, and ran a dirt-bike into her house...aka brick wall. D: I effed up my hand pretty badly...
http://simplycydney.deviantart.com/art/O-U-C-H-132529638 <--there's my OUCHIEPOO D;
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August 6th, 2009
I've been doing some thinking. I need to stop wasting my life. I want to accomplish things that I can't accomplish on the computer. I'll still come on and update my journal. but that's ALL. I'm done with quotes and responding to comments. my AIM is: Cydyshep14. Feel free to talk to me or whatever, just not on here. Uhm, yeah. Anyways, I'm moving on in my life, and I'm changing. I'm finding myself. I like who I'm becoming. I don't like who I was. Sorry. I love all my supporters<3 Thanks for everything!! [: I'll talk to you all soon<3
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August 3rd, 2009
I hate ryan. so much. he decided he doesn't like me anymore. like wtf? seriously. he just randomly texts me and tells me that he doesn't. So I told him to not change his mind again. i mean really. and then i told him not to speak to me for awhile. because. seriously. wtf. He's just not worth my time at all. He's a dick, and he puts on a fake little act all the time. I got to see the real him a few times, and it's pretty awful. Just. Fuck him.
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August 2nd, 2009
DUN DUN DUN. FML IT'S AUGUST. >.>
Ohhai. Someone asked me if I hate cassie?
Answer? NO! I don't hate her at all. I was a little mad at her for knowing that I liked him that much for that long (yes, she knew), and still asking him out. But, whatever...I honestly don't hate her at all. Soo now that that's cleared up. XD I'm pretty sure I'm gonna just ask him out tonight. I'm sick of being afraid of rejection. I just want to know if I'm wasting my time or not. Who says a girl can't ask a guy out? I mean, really. SURE I'll probably be a little scared and all JFDALDJKFJALJDFIGJUNWEFNLFLG39T4OJWM;A/RMJFGNDVVKAG. But, at least I'll finally know.
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July 28th, 2009
6:00am on the dot. Still no sleep. Imma try to stay up all day. YOU PROMISED ME STARRY NIGHT SKIES, JUST TO GIVE ME THE THOUGHT OF YOUR EYES! *dances* Heh, sorry. The sky is so damn pretty, and I'm stuck inside. *SIGH* Shopping today, WITH MY MOTHER. *bigger sigh* Every time I find something I like, she gets all, "Oh..well..oookay.." So them I'm like, what? you don't like it?? she's like 'it's your choice, i guess..' so I never get wtf I want. *dies* I have to pic out clothes to wear to a funeral, and I'll die shopping. Ugh. I want my funeral to be CASUAL WEAR. And, like, I wanna be buried in a t-shirt, shorts, and flip-flops. Cause that's what I love. Oh, and all of you will be invited to my funeral. I'm not planning on dying any time soon, just saying(:
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Hmm...Ryan was all, "I hate your dp. " dp= msn display picture
And it's me, so I was like "D: whys?"
and thenn......
Ryan: Cause your smile is good. mine sucks
Me: Well thanks, and noo it doesn't.
Ryan : Welcome and yes it does. so i hate yours.
Me: Doesn't.
Ryan: Does.
Me: Doesn't.
And then that went on for about 3 minutes. Till I finally went, "Hey, you're wearing a hat in that picture!" XD oh, and shiloh pwn'd me checkers D:
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You know you're best friends when:
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FUCK YOU
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•diana• says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
I LOVE YOU MORE.
Hehe. [:
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UPDATE!
He wasn't mad.
I guess he fell asleep early. Wooow. ANYHOO XD There's a chance that my mom's gay friend might come in from Indiana to go to nana's funeral, which is on Wednesday. So HAI TIM ^_^ Hehe. Friend Tim. TIMBERLY! XDDDD Steady breathing, is all I can advise to a girl with a sweet-tooth for revenge! *dances* I lurve NSN! to no end!! :D Christofer Drew might have nastay ass feet, but his face is hot. [=
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July 27th, 2009
It's 5:30 AM. Ryan didn't text me tonight ]= I think he's mad at me? But with him I just don't know anymore. Truthfully, I'm giving the fuck up on him. Either he likes me, or he doesn't. And right now, I guess he doesn't know, cause he sure as Hell isn't acting like he does.
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July 26th, 2009
OH HAI! XD Today wasn't half bad. Went to nana's and had to go through some old pictures and whatnot for her funeral...talked to Ryan a lot a lot. XD Mhm, so people have asked me what he looks like T.T Well, I'm not putting up a picture of him (hello, creepyy) but, yeah. He's cute...He's got uber soft blonde hair, about 5 foot 3..short, I know. He's really small >.< And has super-pretty brown eyes. To be honest, a lot of girls I know like him. They just don't like him as much as I do >=3. Hehe. SO OH YEAH. Did I mention he's hot..? Hehehehe. And, not gonna lie, his older brother is just flat out jaw-dropping hott. *angels sing* Baha. Yep. That's all. I know, I know. You're all like "Oh, if he's that hott why does he like YOU?!" Uhm. To be honest I really have no clue. He's weird? XD But. Yeah. I'm glad he does, that's for sure.
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July 25th, 2009
I calmed down a little.
Ok. He)ryan( went :
"I think we could go out. But I want to get to know you a little better first. Cuz thats why things didnt work with cassie. she didnt know me good and decided we should only be friends." I'm like "yeah...OhHai I'm Cydney. lol(:" And yea. But i'm thinking "HFS, SERIOUSLY? NOT LIKE I'VE KNOWN YOU FOREVER OR WE'VE HAD THE SAME SCHEDULE AND TALKED ONLINE CONSTANTLY SINCE 5TH GRADE OR ANYTHING" Gosh. I wish that he would have a bit more common sense. How does he honestly not understand how much I like him?? D:
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UGH. WTF. Too pissed to talk but like fjdklafja;jdflasj. D:<
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Scahh. ROLMAO I told Ryan that I was getting my hair cut and he's like ":O NOOOOOO your beautiful haaiiiiiirrrrrrrr!!!" XD Bahaha....do I talk about him too much? I think I do. I dunno. I can't help it D: Went to aunt's today. Some family thing. Boring. Smoke. SO MUCH FREAKING SMOKE. Cig smoke from my aunt and uncle. Like, beh. But aunt janet was funneh. She doesn't know what's going on half the time so she's just like "YEP! OKAY! WILL DO!" So that was fun. XD I'm bored. BOREDBOREDBORED. I'm talking to diana and ryan and ellie. Isn't that funnnnnn? ....I has nothing to do. Heh. I wonder if peter penguin really had dirt on his beak?! DUNANANA.
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July 24, 2009
Nana died. So did uncle tom, within like 4 hours of eachother. Uncle tom, we were expecting. Not nana. she's probably healthier than me. Like, she just was on the phone with me this morning. Someone was driving past my grammy's house and saw her lying on the porch. We think she had a heart-attack. Like, we got a call from papa saying 'darlene died, we're gonna need april (my mom) down here for di. (my grammy)I just, I really wasn't expecting this. It sucks. Could life REALLY get any worse? Gosh, just watch something else happen.
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ANOTHER THING. It really amuses me how Cassie's display picture on msn is of her, but she has her name on it, like in picnik. And it says "assie" Just sayin. (:
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DUNDUNDUND again. .....He's like speak of the devil! Wtf, XD I mean, everytime I make a quote about him or something, he'll text me. It's so weird. I bet he reads my mind >.>
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DUN DUN DUN. Uhmm. Just got back from swim. Today of all days I get timed -_- I had like, 4 hours of sleep, and was exhausted from walking my dogs. So yeah XD That was fun. I think I died. OMFGFJLKAFJDFJD!! DUDE SOMEONE SENT ME 2 GIRLS 1 CUP AND DIDN'T FRIGGIN TELL ME WTF IT WAS. I think I died a little on the inside. Can you say scarred for life?!?
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July 23th, 2009
Why is life so friggin confusing?!??!?!?!
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July 22nd, 2009
(sigh) Want the long version, or the short version of that sigh?
I'll give you the long version, cause I'm bored and need to vent:
It started out as like a normal convo with me and Ryan. Just like "heeeyyy" and "what's up?" the usual stuff, ya know? But then, for some reason, I, being the idiot I am, went:
Me: ...how would you react if I said that I still kinda like you?
Ryan: Id be kinda happy.
Me: Oh really?
Ryan: Yes.
Me: Oh. Well i do.
Ryan: :)
Me: Mhm. Just thought i'd tell you.
Ryan: Ohkay.
Me: Yep...did I make things awkward?
Ryan: A tiny bit.
Me: Sorry
Ryan: It's fine.
Me: okay. i probably shouldn't have said anything though
Ryan: ...why not??
Me: Idk. to avoid the awkwardness.a
Ryan: Nah. Its fine. You still like me after what happened last time?
Me: Yep..
Ryan: Wow...
Me: Ik
Ryan: I thought youd hate me. Or atleast dislike me a ton.
Me: Nope
Ryan: Oh.
Me: Yeah..
Ryan: Right. Well...uhhh
Me: mhm..but why did you say kinda happy? cause you thought I hated you.?
Ryan: That and...i..kina like you too.
Me: Well I wasn't expecting that one.
Ryan: Yea....
Me: Well...is this a good or a bad thing?
Ryan: I don't really know.
Me: Me either.
Ryan: Ummm... tell me why it would be a good thing. Then why it would be a bad thing.
**ok people. this is where I cracked up. just like him to analyze this!**
Me: ....seriously?
Ryan: If you want to.
Me: Well...bad thing cause of what happened last time.
Ryan: Right.
Me: Mhm. Now your turn. What's a good thing?
Ryan: Whoa whoa whoa. I said you tell me both.
Me: *SIGH* well. i guess so we could figure this ..thing.. out
Ryan: Oh..yea
Me: Yep. So what're your reasonings?
Ryan: Same for the bad...and good...umm..pretty much the same.
Me: I see.
Ryan: Mhm....
Me:See? This is why I shouldn't have said anything.
Ryan: What???
Me: Its too confusing.
Ryan: Oh. Its okay.
Me: Ok
Ryan: Yep
Me: yeaaaah
Ryan: sooo..now what
Me: I was about to ask you the same thing, cause I really have no clue.
Ryan: Oh..uhh..we don't have anything to talk about...
Me: Yea, ik.
Ryan: Well this is boring.
And that's sorta where it ends. But....DJALDFJFKJLFJDKLF WTF. HE NEEDS TO MAKE UP HIS DAMN MIND. >.<
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JULY FRIGGIN 19th, 2009
FFFFFFFFFMMMMMMLLLLLLL. My profile, including this dang journal just like POOFED. So, to re-caaaaap:
Cassie and Ryan DID break up. Cassie broke up with him after like a week. Loser. Uhm, I snuck out of the house at 5am to take pictures of a sunrise...Ryan said he liked my face...My parents told me they might get seperated, which, I'm not gonna lie, fucking worst day of my life right there...But, they're sleeping in the same room again so. That's a plus. I watched a bajillion movies with ellie and shiloh. Went to the movies with some of my non-witty friends. TONUHFUN. I fell asleep half-way through the new harry potter, though...hehe. I hadn't slept for like 28 hours )NO LIE( while I was tryin' to watch this thing. It's 5 am now so yeah XD. Hm...what else? Went to the lake with Bri. HADN'T SEEN HER IN 7FUCKING MONTHS<3 Uh. Talked to ryan till 5 in the morning a few times...Hm. What else?! Seriously. My life is just this boring. Went to a pool with diana awhile back..boringassshit stuff right thare. Hehe. We went on the big slide though, oh the joys XD. Got a pic on dA rated over 25...My dog got a hair-cut. Pretty sure that my neighbors DON'T like being zoomed in on and photographed with a flash. BUT THAT'S ANOTHER STORY xDD. Night(:
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June 16th, 2009
I'm such an idiot. How could I not have seen this coming? Ryan's going out with cassie. I made him feel like shit last night. I called him a liar and told him he wasn't worth my time. I said that if he ever did this to anyone else I'd find him. I hate him right now, but the stupid thing? Yeah, I still like him.
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June 14th, 2009
Mkay, I'm now addicted to Scenes and Sirens. Seriously they ftw. Go youtube them. NOW OR DIE! And in other news, I'm texting my old bestiest frand who moved in 5th grade. I don't think he misses me :( Hehe. Oh, well. We haven't talked in for like ever. Eeeh. Atleast he remembered me xD Baha. Well, Ryan's at his friends so bah. He won't talk to me when his friends are around. It's just stupid. I mean, they know that he likes me, I think. Idk. I'm just gonna text him at like 1ish. Thats usually when we talk. Firefox being so slow. I'm gonna punch it in the face..Like, really. If computers had faces...
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Uhm, well. Yesterday my aunt's dog bit my head. Nothin serious, just hurts a little. It's a big dog though and I think she bruised me. Stupid Penny. On the other hand I texted him like all day. [= He asked me if I was being serious last night when he told me to choose my words carefully and I said yep and he goes " Oh. :)" Heh, I love how he just texts me with the most random smileys(:
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June 13th, 2009
Heh, well. It's 4am but still. :D He said he had to go at 4, so I was like "ooh dear!" and he was all "get all your talking in! choose carefully" and so I (have no clue why) said "Hm. You're cute. Are those words ok?" And then he said "Ya theyre find. (YES HE SAID FIND, TYPO ON HIS PART!) It's 4!" So I was like "Hah, night" and he said "G'night" :D I dont know why. But, for some reason, telling him he was cute just made my day. (:
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June 12th, 2009
Oh, and Diana texted him with my phone. And didn't tell him it was her. *sighs* I thought he was finally texting me first. But, nope. She just deleted the messages. Whatever. >.>
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Haha, went to the lake today. Fun. (: Boat rides and french fries. That's what I call summa!! I'm pretty bored now that I'm home...UGH. Oh, and for those of you who actually care and want to know: Me and Ryan are not really speaking. I mean, ugh. I dunno. He talks ONLY if I talk first. I'm so confused. I just hate him sometimes. But, whatever. ANYHOO DUDE! I found thee hottest kid today. [= Too bad I don't know his name..anyone wanna help me find his myspace/facebook? I can't find him. I went through like, almost 19 pages of people with his last name that are male. GUH. I wanna find him. I may have to turn to mah stalker frand kenzie. She's insanely good at finding boys (: TOODLESS!!!
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June 9th, 2009
I haven't slept yet. It's 7:36 am. YEAH@ JLFS. NO SLEEP!!
W00t. OH BOY! Do you know how boring things get after like 3? UGH! I talked to Myeye6 all the live-long daaay. (: She can vouche for my no sleepyness. HEHEEHEHEH. I'm not even tired. I'm like bored. I'm sore, too. I should lie down. BUT I'M SCARED I'LL SLEEP. OMFG I JUST REALIZED THAT THERE'S A CLOWN ON MY BACKGROUND. >.> So covering that with a scroll box.
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June 8th, 2009
STEPHEN: I FREAKING KNOW THAT YOU'RE READING THIS, YOU FREAKING STALKER. I HATE YOU. GO AWAY. MAYBE YOU'LL DIE OR SOMETHING. Now that that's out of the way, nothing really happened today. Found out that my brother (STEPHEN) stalks me online. Seriously, he does. He reads my witty, and knows who I talk to. It's creepy. He's just mad because my parents didn't let him talk to people he didn't know, and now that I do, he's all mad about it. YEAH STEPHEN I HATE YOU. -___- I seriously do. I'm just fed up with him. NEWSFLASH, IDIOT : I DO NOT LOVE RYAN. GOSH!! LEAVE ME ALONE! Ugh! -endrant-
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June 6th, 2009
He told me he liked me. Now I don't know what to do. Heh, I'll let you all know later, or something.
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June 5th, 2009
Fail. I fail, at life. Wanna know why??! I told Ryan I like him. Only, guess how? Yeah. bye i like you night. Smooth, huh? Tomros gonna be awkward. :(
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June 3rd, 2009
Bonjour ami! Ok, wow. People are so concieted these days. I don't get why you claim to hate me, and yet you read my journal entries? Eh, people are weird. Duuuuuude. Wtf is this show? I'm not sure what it is. Hmm. Well, like my new layout? Heh, I love it! But, that's just me. I'm probably not going to change it for awhile. I mean, I really like this one. GUH! This guy I hate keeps texting me. >.< Ryan added me on MySpace! (: He got a new username so he re-added me. He's got some new pictures and wooop! Is he adorable or WHAT? AW! Little kids being reunited with their mommy. (: So sweet. I need to do something with these shells that I have. I've got like a tub full of shells from Florida, and nothing to do with them. I think I might make a necklace out of this really pretty ivory coral that I have. Hang me out to dry-y you've hung me up to to too many times, yeah. I like that soong. I don't know the title but whatever. I might add more onto this lata. Ciao, mia!
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June 2nd, 2009
Hiyoo people of wittay [= I'm a bit bored, I think I might walk my dogs....oh, and just look at my comments if you feel like whoring someone out! Cause, hun, they're worth it. (: Lalalal. OOH!! Hehe, apparently Sims3 is out today. Buaha. I've never played a sims though, so...Hm. I wonder. Eh, oh well. I made some new quotes. I love writing long quotes. I get out all mah rage and what not. I hate people, they're annoying. Only comment if you're above 2 on the maturity scale [=
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June 1st, 2009
Eeep! First official day of summer. And I had to deal with ..b.tches. Yep. Wanna know their names? Just comment me and I'll let you know. Hehe, I'm done responding to them so whatever. I really could give a sht less about any of them. OOOH!! Heh, tomorrow is my day to change my profile. I'm watching I'm A Celebrity Get Me Out Of Here and they have to eat a rat-tail. Ewww. It's still hairy and everything. jdafldj!! Ew. now a cow intestine. BLEH! WTF! Hehe. Oh well. That's gross. >.> Spencer is like insane. Heh, they have to eat a stick bug. Ew. That's gross. I'm half way to my 6-pack goal! Well, I have a 4 pack so I'm almost there. Heh. Crap, I gotta go, I got some stuff to do. Friends over tomorrow and then I'm babysitting/dog-sitting for a few days. I wonder...
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May 29th, 2009
Okay, wow. Today was the first day of summer. It didn't feel like summer at all. But, still. It was [= I made a rant, eh. Not good, and my voice got all screwed up in it, but whatever. I just needed to get it out of my system. I'm good now. I need someone to talk to!! :( Guh, long story, aha. Like the new profile? Took me a while...
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May 28th, 2009
AKA LAST DAY OF SCHOOL! Woop! Yesss, today is my last day of school. Well, was. (: It was soo boring though. We finished our math stuff, "watched" a movie that we weren't supposed to talk during. We did anyways though, REBELS! Hehe, Oh, and Ryan was acting weird. Who knows anymore, though. Typical day, though, Jocelyn hugged me & told me that we should hang out over the summer. Funny to think we kind of hate eachother, heh. Oh, well. Anything else? Not really. I got a good grade on the BBJ thing. And someone came to give my brother all his school stuff that he's missed. Nothing special, like I said. Someone tried to insult me on my comments, heh. Like she could if she tried. (; In case you people haven't noticed : I don't typically give a sh.t about what you say to me. :D Today's word? Sparta.
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May 27th, 2009
Hi again! It's raining. TOMRO IS MY LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!!
Heh, yay! (: Kickball tourney, boo! Oh, and do you like my new profile? >.< Isn't it just thee cutest thing ever?!? Haha, I'm probably going to change it soon..but, on the other hand : If you want a custom made profile, just ask me! I really don't mind making them, and I'll need your aim to make things easier. Other than that, everything should work fine. Ha. Oh, today's code word? Shackles.
Toodles!
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May 26th, 2009
I had my computer presentation today. Still in love with nevershoutnever. I read someone's blog, it made me really sad, and dissappointteedd in my self. Like, mega dissapoinment, hun. You should too, if you idol someone, don't expect them to be perfect. They all have their ways, let them be. kay? K. I'm sorry.
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May 25th, 2009
It's Memorial Day, hence my background/songs. Please remember the veterans and those currently serving. May God deeply bless them all.
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May 24th, 2009
Today was okay. I had a family thing for Memorial Day. I know, it's tomro, but so what? It was kind of fun. Oh, like my new profile? (; To honor the veterans. I'm serious here. May they all be blessed.
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May 23rd, 2009
Growl. Okay : FireFox won't let me edit my profile, but IE will. Seriously, this is awful. I love firefox :( Hmph. But, whatever. I suppose I'll live, it should work soon here. I'm watching NCIS with my brother. The first thing we've done together in months, literally. If he would stop yelling about how much pain he's in, it'd be more fun. But, that's not gonna happen.
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May 22nd, 2009
YAY! It's friday! WOOPDIDTYDOS! Gosh, this was a very long week. Hm, well. Yeah, today was a little better than yesterday. Duanana. NCIS is on. Duana. Hm. It's really nice out today (: I might go outside for a little while later. But, eh, probably not. I gave my presentation today for Reading. It went ok, wasn't the worst one, that's for sure. I don't feel inspired lately to make a quote. I don't know why. I just feel like, screw it. But, nothing's really happened that I can think of that I want to write about, ya know? Hm, well. If you read this then could you comment me saying BlueBell? I just want to know who actually reads all this stuff. Even if I don't talk to you, just comment me. I promise I don't bite too hard. (: Oh, and some people were wondering : Ok, the day goes in order from oldest to newest. Newest days are at the top, but the order in which I write them are down. Ya get it? Yeah, I don't know. Well, ok. Have a fantabulous 3 day weekend!
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Alrightyers, damnit. I dunno XD I'm just writing here, because I don't know why really. Uhm, yeah. Okay, well it's really nice out. I'm going to go outside now, ciao, hun!
May 21st, 2009
Ugh. Today sucked! The band thing for math? Yeah, sammy didn't listen. She did her whole fcking solo that we told her NOT to do. Then, kenna and sammy and ashley all jumped off the stage, leaving me and shelby just standing there like "Uh, wtf?" But, yeah. It's not even worth doing it again. Bad day.
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Ugh. More info, I finished making my brain!! YAYA!!! Sorry, just had to share that one with you gals (:
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May 20th, 2009
Yo. I worked on math stuffs today. Oh, ya, the funnest >.> But, yeah..I had some friends over and we worked on the band thing we have to do tomro, so I'm hoping this will go well, seeing as it's our final and all. AlSO!! AI Fans! (: You know what I mean. Tehe. Who do YOU want to win?? Eh, if you read this, comment me and tell me! I'm still working on all that fan-art. :| I should be done soon here...sorry I don't have much to write! I'll write more tomro!! Ciao (:
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May 19th, 2009
Shalom. I'm watching House. Goodness sakes, I love this show! The suspense of death. Hehe. Okay, back to today. Hm, nothing too much happened. I had a math test, and I'm pretty sure that I failed it. Grr..but, I finished my powerpoint! YAY! Guh, I hate how Firefox underlines all the words that are 'spelled wrong'. Stupid. Uh, yes. Oh, and I have to study for science later. Plus make 43893843 tons of fan art. And respond to the bunches of comments i've been getting. Gosh. Sometimes I feel so overwhelmed (: Oh, and I'm still waiting for the whole big profile box to come about. Who knows, we'll see.
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May 17th, 2009
Heyo. Okay : Witty isn't e-mailing me anymore when I get a comment! Please forgive me if it takes me like forever to respond. I think this is part of Steve's plan to kill me. Hmph. Oh, I cleaned out my purse (: Haha, I found some math homework. Shoot that reminds me, I need to study for math later. Gosh, I have to finish my brain and notecards also. Haha. I found a penny in the bottom of my purse. Guess that means I'm rich now! Woop! Oh, yes. OMG RYAN'S ON!!! *twitch* Sorry, I had a moment. Guuh. I need to work this e-mail thing out! I'll add more on here later, but for now I really need to go make my brain.. :| I'll respond back to my comments that I get after 1:15 by atleast 3!
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OMG!! Big thankies to MyEye6. She's gonna help me reach my goal just by making a journal entry about my petition. Being friends with a Witty Famous helps out with this stuff. Though I so totally would still love her if she wasn't famous (;
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Ah, I'm getting off of here before I go nuts with all the comments I'm getting. Goodnight, world!!
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OMGOMGOMGOMG!! HOLY BALLS!!!! (:
Steve e-mailed me via hotmail. yess i know! His message is down there. I owe 95408590 things to all the signers, I saved the petition, and will work on making ALL of you fan art starting tomro! THANKS GUYS!!
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May 16th, 2009
Peeved off. Whole profile just DELETED ITSELF. Like, really. WTF! FML! Grrr. Going to have to re-do the whole fcking thing. Sucks to be me.
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Profiles finally done for now!
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Lol, my brother gave me his iTunes giftcard!! I've spent like 6 of the 10 bucks already. Eep. Oh well. More music, finally!