SmokingShit

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Joined: August 11, 2011
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Smoking this shit never gets tiring.
I don't give a damn about what you think of me. Honestly, all the hate you can throw at me can never fucking break me. I know how to keep myself. I know how to live without someone fucking pissing on it. You shouldn't talk, whore. I have no regrets. I don't live by regretting. I live by learning and moving-fucking-on. I have issues, but that's what keeps me from being a whine ass like you. I have bad habits, don't try to take it away from me. They keep me fucking sane. If you piss me off, I'll make how I feel known to you. I will not hesitate when it comes to violence. I know it's wrong. But hey, everything is wrong. I'm not stupid enough to cross the line though. I am aware of my limits. Okay? Thanks.

My favorite band is Éowyn. Éowyn is Christian. Doesn't mean I am. I'm an atheist. I like not believing in anything. I don't care if you think I'm up my own self. I am selfish. I seek only what I need. I don't like being nice. It always comes with an unwanted price. I don't deserve half the shit I get. I'm not thinking highly of myself when I say that. You'd agree, if you knew me. I have friends. Don't know how I got them. I'm distant and unfriendly. I don't like communicating.

If you have something to say about me, do say it. I wouldn't cyber bully you for your opinion. But I will say a few lovely words if you falsely accuse me of something. I despise liars. I hate people who lie about others just to make themselves somewhat "respected" in society. If you did that to me in real life, I'd punch you without hesitation.

The end of story.

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When you're fighting to believe,
        In a love that you can't see.
Just know there is  purpose.
                     For those who wait.
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you don't know what it's like to want something
you can't have, to see him and know it's your
fault you can't be with him. you don't know what
it's like to relive the hell you've been going
through for years, every night. you can't even
begin to comprehend how good the pain feels if
it's self-inflicted. because it's the one thing
you can control. don't judge me because you don't
know how it feels. if you did, you wouldn't judge.
i iss before secrets took over my world /// - neverenoughh


He told me to go to sleep.

I tried.

And t
en minutes later, he called back.


I was worried. He sounded disgruntled, scared. I thought maybe he wanted to cut again. Maybe he was having a bad anxiety attack.

"I'm so happy you're still awake. I just didn't want to text this to you. I was thinking about how amazing you are. How perfect, and beautiful, and funny you are. And I thought about how badly I wanted you to be mine, and I know you're so far away but at least I can talk to you, hear your voice, see your face. Maybe I can't hold you, but that's okay because you'll visit. I was just wondering if you would go out with me?" And I have never smiled so wide. He asked me out.
He finally asked me out.
And I have never been happier.






nmf

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