XxdyingtolivexX

The darkness pulls over
I sweat as I skake..
It's cold and frigid,
desolate and fake...
I dream of you softly as I escape..
Im never alone....until Im awake...

It's the last day of summer vacation..
Chill spreads across the earth and the sun deserts the sky..
The last day of summer vacation...
The worst day of my life :-(...

The only reason I haven't killed myself yet is because, there's a reason we're all here.A reason for us to make the world a better place...Only i haven't found that reason yet ,I guess I'll have to wait..................

I want to be happy ,but I can't until you love me </3 ....

I let my walls come down
I allowed myself to trust you..
I let u in and out...
Something I don't usually do..
I let you take from me all I had so u'd Be happy..
you took the part of me that makes me whole that makes me,me.
You wiped away my smile with your cold facid hands..
You drowned out my jokes with ur hurtful lies and commands..
You took away the glimmer from my eyes maiking them bleak..
You walked all over me now I can barely speak...

Fear rules me,
Depression consumes me,
I will never get there..
Tears flood me,
My blood's pounding...
This is it..
This is me..

Ooi let myself fall into a lie
i let my walls come down
i let myself smile and feel alive
i let my walls come down
no matter how i try i don't know why
you push so far away
you wrapped your hands tight around my heart
and squeezed it full of painoO

Oowith this knife i'll cut out the part of me
the part that cares for you
with this knife i'll cut out the heart of me
the heart that cares for youoO

Ooi can't believe the way you took me down
i never saw the pain
coming in a million broken miles
like poison in my veinsOo

smile empty soul "with this knife"