behindblueye96

i want to vent but i don't know what to say. silence explains everything. this one hurt, a lot more than before. i, i dont even know what to think of this i just, i, i dont, i guess im just done.

oh my god did you just hear, lies are coming back in style. <3

we planed to run away together. build a house on a deserted island and be together forever just the two of us. i doubt you realize it but ever since we talked about that, i dreamed of it happening every night. all i want to know is if you were serious too...

 if roses are meant to be red
&+ violets are meant to be blue,
why isn't my heart meant for you?

lost - anouk

dear jackass,
      you broke my heart after about five hours, even though i broke up with you. you told me you loved me then it was over and you told my best friend that you loved her. a week earlier we made out... and we weren;t supposed to tell anyone. but you told her and it was the day after you two broke up. you told me you liked me a lot and honestly i never did but i told you i did. once you asked me out i thought you meant later. i guess thats my fault i lead you on nd didn't mean to. but that day we met again. when we kissed there was nothing. so i ended that. then you told her everything... EVERYTHING. you were my best friend before and i trusted you with everything. but now i cant trust you at all. i miss you, i really do. i want you back in my life but i don't trust you enough to let you back in. i don't but do want you back not as anything more than a friend though. do something. something that will make me trust you again.
                                                                  help,
                                                                      the average stupid girl

dear jackass,
      you broke my heart after about five hours, even though i broke up with you. you told me you loved me then it was over and you told my best friend that you loved her. a week earlier we made out... and we weren;t supposed to tell anyone. but you told her and it was the day after you two broke up. you told me you liked me a lot and honestly i never did but i told you i did. once you asked me out i thought you meant later. i guess thats my fault i lead you on nd didn't mean to. but that day we met again. when we kissed there was nothing. so i ended that. then you told her everything... EVERYTHING. you were my best friend before and i trusted you with everything. but now i cant trust you at all. i miss you, i really do. i want you back in my life but i don't trust you enough to let you back in. i don't but do want you back not as anything more than a friend though. do something. something that will make me trust you again.
                                                                  help,
                                                                      the average stupid girl

I don't feel bad because I did it; I feel bad because I don't regret it.

when you crash like a ^wave, 'cause a wave needs to crash. look to your side, I'll always be there. never look back.

it really sucks how your best friends can break your heart, then you have no one to go to.