finallycrumbling
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I've always been the strong one. Always. I've always been second place. I'm never good enough. I've been strong through it all. It's all catching up to me though. Every hurtful thing ever said or did to me. Its always been hidden behind some big wall. A wall that makes me always happy and makes me look like I have no problems. I'm sick of always being happy though. I'm starting to fall apart and no one is waiting to catch me. I have no idea what to do. So I guess that's why I have this witty. So I have some where to fall apart.
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Sometimes late at night when I know no one is watching me,
I allow myself to dream.
I allow myself to think of the impossible.
Because late at night, when no one is watching,
I can't be shot down.
I can't be told dreams never come true.
And I think those late at night dreams are the only thing keeping sane.
The only thing that gives me
hope.
All I have ever really wanted to do is feel every emotion to its extreme.
I want to be able to say I have felt the pain of
loving
losing
winning
saddness
heartbreak
happiness
anger...
I just want to feel alive.
This
Feeling...
It is hard to put into words. Just thinking about him makes my legs shake and heart beat faster. Just having him accidently brush my hand makes my heart erratic. I can't even have a normal conversation. I have to talk to my friend and make sure he over hears it so that way he can comment like I want him to. My breath doesn't come out quite even. I feel like I'm hyperventilating. I have to look away so that way he can't see the affect he has. So that way he can't use me like I've been used before.
Maybe if I smile just a little harder...
The pain would disappear.
The cuts would become a distant memory.
The people wouldn't matter.
The tears will stop.
Maybe if I smile just a little harder...
The laughter wouldn't be forced.
The sweaters would be used for comfort and warmth.
The friends will stay.
The dreams would reappear.
Maybe if I smile just a little harder...
My life would become real.....
The pain would disappear.
The cuts would become a distant memory.
The people wouldn't matter.
The tears will stop.
Maybe if I smile just a little harder...
The laughter wouldn't be forced.
The sweaters would be used for comfort and warmth.
The friends will stay.
The dreams would reappear.
Maybe if I smile just a little harder...
My life would become real.....
The sad truth to my life is that there has never
~FinallyCrumbling~
been a time where I was never sad.
Even in my happiest moments I still have sadness
plaguing my every laugh, and smile.
I wish I could be truly happy just once in my life.
~FinallyCrumbling~
I can't do it anymore. I've tried so hard to
please my parents but I just can't. Today my report
card came in and I got a 3.9 gpa. Now usually
I get a 4.0. Needles to say
I got told I needed to bring my grade up.
No congratulations.
None at all.
I want to break into tears right now but
I can't because I'm all teared out. I guess
what I'm trying to say is I'm giving up. I'm not going
to try anymore. I can't. I 'm just to tired.
It's to difficult. I mean I want
to win. I want to please them
but
it's impossible. Winning this is just out
of the question because
some things are just not meant
to come true. . .
please my parents but I just can't. Today my report
card came in and I got a 3.9 gpa. Now usually
I get a 4.0. Needles to say
I got told I needed to bring my grade up.
No congratulations.
None at all.
I want to break into tears right now but
I can't because I'm all teared out. I guess
what I'm trying to say is I'm giving up. I'm not going
to try anymore. I can't. I 'm just to tired.
It's to difficult. I mean I want
to win. I want to please them
but
it's impossible. Winning this is just out
of the question because
some things are just not meant
to come true. . .
"She closes her
eyes
and dreams of an
entirely different
world..."
nmf/mq
and dreams of an
entirely different
world..."
nmf/mq
That
one blissful moment
when you're just waking up
but before the pain from before sets in...
Those are the moments that keep me going
when you're just waking up
but before the pain from before sets in...
Those are the moments that keep me going
Instead of favoriting a quote about bullying or writing
quotes about it why don't you try actually
doing something to stop it?
Tell someone straight to their face to back off, that
what they are saying is probably
causing someone self harm.
Be there in the aftermath to comfort the victim.
Become friends with people who look like they have none.
Stop sitting behind your computer screen feeling bad
and start preventing it.
JUST BE THERE!
Thinking it was a
dream....
but then why are theremascara
stains still on your pillow?
but then why are there