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i think when you are young, you are hoping that the person will be the right one, the one you are going to be in love with forever. but sometimes, you want that so much; you create something that isn’t there.

At this age, everything is changing. Day by day we don’t notice, but just look back over the past year and you realize everything has. People you thought that were going to be there forever aren’t, and people you never imagined you’d be speaking to are now some of your closest friends. Life makes little sense and the more we grow the less sense it will make. So make the most of now, before it all changes once again, because in the near future, all of this is only going to be memories.

It's been three months since you left us.
So far nothing's been the same.
And my question without answer is:
Am I the one to blame?

I see no point in trying anymore.
I chased after you for too long, boy.
And after everything I put into it
I'm walking away now, with nothing.
A broken heart is all I have to show
For all the time I wasted on you
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One night a man had a dream. He dreamed 
he was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life.
For each scene he noticed two sets of
footprints in the sand: one belonging
to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him,
he looked back at the footprints in the sand.

He noticed that many times along the path of
his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very
lowest and saddest times in his life.

This really bothered him and he
questioned the Lord about it:

"Lord, you said that once I decided to follow
you, you'd walk with me all the way.
But I have noticed that during the most
troublesome times in my life,
there is only one set of footprints.
I don't understand why when
I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied:

"My son, my precious child,
I love you and I would never leave you.
During your times of trial and suffering,
when you see only one set of footprints,
it was then that I carried you."