let me refresh your memory, i was the one
who took your bullshit. i was the one who cared about you. i was
the one who stuck around even when everyone told me to leave.
i was the one who loved you even when you gave me every reason not
too, lastly i was the one who was there for you when no one else
was.
since
graduation i've lost all my friends had to drop out of my
college classes because of the stress from losing everyone in
such a small amount of time and didn't want to fail so i took
a grade of a W which doesn't hurt my GPA but i feel stupid. i
got a therapist to talk to which is great i only have my ex
boyfriend who told me he doesn't love me but yet when we
hangout we do things why i do this to myself i don't know we
were in love once maybe it's still there who knows all i know
is i don't eat anymore and when i do my body rejects it i
only see my ex now since he's the only one whose stayed. i
cry everyday i'm constantly sad i don't go anywhere i go
to work, brandon's (my ex) when he's off of work, or i
just stay home. what a life. everyone said things would fall in
to place instead of doing that things for me have just fallen
apart. sorry for venting and thankyou whoever read this i just
needed to get it out..
i surrender who
i've been for who you are,for nothing makes me stronger than your fragile
heart.if i had only
felt how it feels to be yours,well, i would have known what I've been living for
all along.
i want you to fight back with me so
i know that you care enough to never back down. i want you to
text back immediately so i know you want to talk to me as much as i
wanna talk to you. i want you to show how much you care about me
everyday even if i always push you away. i want you to mean
everything you say and to never lie to me. i really just want you
to love me as much as i love you.