stop trying to win her over. stop trying to turn her on. stop
trying to br Prince Charming. if you would just be yourself, she
would already be head over heels.
Don't cut. Don't kill yourself. Don't hurt yourself
even more. It won't help. There is someone out there who will
love you and care for you and if you die they will never have the
chance of meeting the amazing girl that would have been their
beautiful wife. Go find them.