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I lost my best friend.
So, here it is. The story of how I lost my best friend.
His name is Jimmy. He was in my Social Studies and Italian class. He's one of the best lacrosse players and football players. Yeah, I liked him, who wouldn't? We flirted and stuff but didn't have eachothers numbers. Over the summer we went to the beach together.. almsot every day (of course with my other friend nick and friends and parents) he got my number and we became really close. Then i got a boyfriend Gary and me and Jimmy became even closer. i told him everything. I took jimmy everywhere, EVERYWHERE and he came over all the time. One day i was talking to him and i wold always ask him who he would like and he would never tell me. then finally, he told me. to this day i still remember. wanna know what he said to me? "if u werent going out with Gary, i would like you." my heart stopped. Eventually, me and gary broke up and i started to like Jimmy again. I told him and while i was talking to him, he asked me out. in a heartbeat i said yes. our relationship was the best. He came over all the time. We went out for a lilttle after a month.One day after he came over, i took a nap because i didnt feel well. when i got up i didnt get a text from him. so i texted him. he wasnt acting the same. later in the conversation, he broke up with me. my heart? in a million pieces. i know im only in eighth grade, but i really liked him. i cried for several days. i lost him. he told me we would be best friends again. we texted a little after but then stopped. why? i dont know. we dont even look at eachother in school. its like we are complete strangers. Yesterday, i went to the high school to play lax with people and Jimmy was supposed to come. he refused because i was going. i texted him and begged him to go. he refused. I miss himm, i really do. not just being my boyfriend, but my bestfriend. i miss him, so much. I would do anything to get him back. 
Lesson I learned? not to go out with your best friend. you may lose them, just like i lost Jimmy
If u read this, i love you.

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