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Linds was here (:

Hannah, you're the bestest friend everrrrrr!

<3 :D

Just Because I Want You To Be Apart Of My Happiness,
Doesn't Mean That I Need You In My Life To Be Happy.

30 Days && 30 Letters.
Day Fourteen- Someone You've Drifted Away From
Well there isnt really anyone that i can think of, i already wrote about my old bestfriend & she is the only one that i can think of.
Me
 

30 Letters && 30 Days
Day Thirteen-Someone You Wish You Could Forgive.
Dear Dad,
when i sat down to think about who i was going to write to you weren't the first person who came to mind, but when i really think about it you are one of the people that i have anger towards, not that i dont love you & im hoping by writing this it will help me to forgive you.
im hurt because you werent always there when we were younger & it made things really hard for mom to take care of us. now that we are older & cody lives with you i still feel like im second best, i understand that you may have more in common with him but im still your daughter & i do enjoy spending time with you. i know i disappointed you when i didnt graduate but there was alot more to it than you could understand. all im asking for is a little more of your time & when i ask you for help with something that i dont get a speech about how bad of a kid i am, im really a good kid & i do try very hard. i dont party & i dont do drugs...for this day n age thats really good. i hope now that i have vented & even though u may never read this, i can forgive you.
i love you. & im sorry for disappointing you.
<3
Me
 

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30 Days && 30 Letters
Day 11- A Deceased Person
Well this is gonna be a hard one.
Im writing to two people.
Nanie; its been almost two years now, & it still feels like yesterday that we were sitting in your living room having a conversation. words cant describe what kind of a person you were, kindhearted,generious,loving,caring,amazing. those are only a few. things havent been the same since you've been gone. i miss you so much, & know that everyone else in the family does to. when the sun shines & it warms my face, i know its you telling me that your there, i trust that you will guide me along the right path. i wish we could have spent much more time together. please watch over me & the family. i miss you soo much. love you more than words can say.
<3
Me


Doug; Well its been almost 5 years now since god took you from us. its still hard to believe, its like something that you read in the newspaper & you think will never happen to your family. unfourtnately it did & god took you from us so young, but like my tat says " Only The Good Die Young" i hope your getting along up there, tell g-pa & gg that i say hii & that i love them & miss them. things have definately been different since you've been gone, i dont think the family will ever be the same. everyday its get a little easier for us to talk about it & laugh a little, i know that for some people it has changed them in all that they do, especially me. please watch over all of us & guide us to the right path. love you & miss you a whole bunch.
<3
Me

To The Both Of You & All Others That Are Lost;
Gone But Never Forgotten & May Angels Lead You On.
 

30 Days && 30 Letters.
Day Ten- Someone You Don't Talk To As Much As You'd Like.
Dear Old Best Friend,
We have drifted so far apart, things have changed & we've both grown up...you have moved away from me & changed who you are completly....i hear stories about you & what you've done & i dont want to believe that my friend could do such awful things, i write to on fb a couple times a month & sometimes we talk & its okay  for awhile but your not the same. your not the best friend that i used to have. i wish i could tell you things that i cant tell anyone else, but i dont feel like i can trust you anymore, i wish you the best in life & i hope you get everthing that your going through straightened out.
i miss you.
<3 Love
Me

20 Confessions

 One-Biggest Fear
Losing Someone That I Love.

Two-Who You Miss The Most-
People That I Have Lost.

Three-Religion
I Dont Have One.

Four-Biggest Mistake.
Giving My Heart To Someone Who Didnt Apperciate It.

Five- A Love.
My Family && Friends.

Six-Who Hurt You The Most.
Chad.

Seven- Worst Habit.
Diet Coke.

Eight- Relationship Status.
In A Relationship & Happy.

Nine-Who You Like.
My Bf. :D

Ten- Why You Like Them ^
Cuz He Treats Me Right.

Eleven-Happiest Moment
Anything To Do With My Family.

Twelve- Favorite Person
My Mom.

Thirteen- Why You Last Cried.
Family Stuff.

Fourteen- Why You Were In Hospital Last.
Anxiety && Panic Attack.

Fifteen- Your Dreams.
To Live A Happy Life.

Sixteen- Last Kissed.
My Bf. :D

Seventeen- Best Friend.
Lindss. :D

Eighteen-  How You'd Change Your Past.
Id Be More Careful About Who I Gave My Heart & Trust To.

Nineteen- Kind Of Cell Phone.
Blackberry :D

Twenty- Why Your Writing This.
Boredd.

The End.
:D


 

30 Days & 30 Letters
Day Nine- Someone You Wish You Could Meet.
Dear Twilight Cast,
I am in loooooove with Robert Pattinson, the books && the movies...so therefore..i would die if i got to meet all of you. so if any of you read this feel free to contact me, id greatly appreciate it.
thanks.
<3
Me

30 Days && 30 Letters.
Day Eight-Favorite Internet Friend
although i talk to many people online, i don't really have a favorite.
:D
Me