xowackyshanox

I've ruined it. Thinking i could trust you was my own mistake.
I should have known better, its happend before, why not again?
Its my own fault. So now, i've given up on the one i should be loving, for you
And what happends? you dont care, you've ALREADY moved on. So quick?
I start to hear rumors, and so many things rush through my head.
I should be thinking of him, but i think about you instead.
But now i see the real you and everything you do, so forget it.
I'm the one who is goign to move on this time...
And NOTHING will stand in my way, not you, not your friends, no one.
I am going to make this work, and forget all about you.
You may try to get me, you may even get close, but i have to remind myself
I've moved on, and found someone new. Someone better, better then you

'twas long ago, the moon so bright
I wandered, aimless on this night
To clear my head, forget my sorrow
And await the arrival of tomorrow.

I was captivated, struck by chance
When I took your hand and joined your dance
I couldn't believe such luck should fall,
It never did, 'twas no luck at all

Our love was seasons out of time
Out of sight, and out of mind
Forgotten like the rose in June
A romance ended much too soon

And so I wander on my quest
To find a place where I can rest
One day I'll discover a love that's true,
But how I wish I'd found it with you.
--Mercury

i didnt write it, i saw it on a site and thought it was awesome.. i give all the credit tothe person hew wrote it, great job!

ShannOn x3

I love when you call me in the morning
cause then i know, you were thinking of me
when you woke up <3

© shannOn x3

Sometimes when you expect something to come
it takes longer to get here...

© shannOn x3

Everyday, i sit here thinking of you
i dont know what else to do!
I could be outside swimming in the bay
or flying a kite up on the beach,
but no. I dont want to. Just sitting here
thinking of you is all i need to do.

On a rainy day, most people are sad.
But i dont get that way. I love the rainy days.
i sit inside and stare at the drops.
With each and every one that hits the ground,
I think of another reason of why i love you.
When the storm clouds go, and the sun begins to shine,
I sink into the clouds... and dance in thoughts of you.
But i find nothing rong with this. and other people do.
This life to me is perfect. just thinking of you .

this has never happen to me before.
its strange. I could be crying my heart out.
but once i see your face or even hear your name...
its like there is no reason to cry.
All my problems kinda just dissapear.
You have a way to calm me down, like no one else can do.
I dont want to be throwing tantrums when i'm around you.
I flip out on people when i get mad.
But once you grab me to hold me bak...
i just wanted to turn around and cry in your arms.
Its weird, this trance you have over me
Too weird, But i love it.

I trukey dont know how to help you. I've known you for so long. I used to know the way you were, but now that you is gone. No more of us playing around, and having a good time. Now all there is to do is look at you, sad, depressed, and not knowing what to do next. You tel me of what's going on, and i totally understand. But i have no clue in the world how to help you through this tough time of yours. I sit here writting this, trying not to cry, but every word i say right now is just another reason to make me want to die. I hate to see you go through this. Like the way you are. I cannot sleep at night, i am too worried about you, and what you might do. I would do anyhting in the world to find a way to help you. But it just isnt working. The only thing i have to give, is my heart. It is open to you anytime you need to talk. So please know i love you. And will always be here for you. Always

--> i love you so much baby....
and i cry at night knowing i cant help...

ShannOn x3

u drive me crazi with ur smile
and the way you hold me close,
the soft kisses on my cheek
and the sparkle in ur eyes,
i luv the way you look at me
and the way you make me feel,
nothing else on my mind
everything feels so real,
all my problems dissapear
and i feel so free to love.
there's no way in the world someone
could love you more then i do
i just wish the love i feel
could be in some way returned ...

yeah, i wrote it a long time ago, i have no
use for it now :-/ --> shannOn <33

there is only one word i have to say...




`* w . O . w *`

it hurts to knwo you've been cheated on.
i mean you love this guys so much, more then
he knows. and he chaets. i mean, everything could
have been so perfect. We could have been so happy
but i guess when it come down to it, it was really
my fault. i should have known that it was too good
to be true. its not even that i am mad, no not at all
it just hurts to know that he had no idea how good we
could have been, but its over now, just have to move on...

ahh horrible wrote it in 2 mins...
just a thought i needed to get out
oh and by the way, the gurel he chated
with was one of my best friends...
not ne more though :-( --> shannOn <33